Chase took a deep breath and looked at the girl. "At the end of last year I met this boy, his name was Sterling.. and we liked each other a lot, but my mum is a big person on reputation, and stuff like that, so I could only go out with him if he was either a half blood or a pureblood, and he just happened to be a muggle born. I end up getting attacked on the lawns by two students.. if you heard about that?" She said softly her eyes on the ground. "He tried to help me and ended up getting wounded so badly he went to St. Mungos. I was tortured, and I still have problems with those cruciatus curses. They like to pain my body at random moments." She said glancing at her then away.
"While he was in a coma.. I met.. someone else. His name is Jesse." She said keeping her eyes down. "We.. liked each other a lot, and so to help my mum.. We went out, I told Sterling when he woke up.. and I continued dating Jesse, it was a good time.." She wiped her eyes and shook her head rubbing her temples again. "During the battle, Sterling called me a slut, amoung other things, and I agreed with him because I realized.. he was right. I was a slut, no, I haven't done anything with another guy.. but I'm close enough.." She said softly.
"I end up getting really beat up by that bit of news.. and around that time.. Jesse goes on vacation. One vacation after another.. and I.. I cheat on him with Danny Valantine. I wasn't proud of it, don't think I was.. because while I was cheating on him.. he came back." She said staring at the ground. "He brought me flowers, and a present.. and ran away for two weeks, I cried.. the entire time. Then he came back and forgave me, only to leave again.. I ended up sending him an owl, saying I couldn't go out with him."
"Around this time.. my mother is helping my popularity as a model, yes I'm a model.. so she puts me in all these get ups.. I can't take it anymore.. I move out of the house into a flat in London, it's designed like a New York flat, and it's at the very top of a really high building. I end up.. kissing my ex boyfriend Sterling.. and meet Danny, who got turned into a Vampire on a trip back here to see the school." She said rubbing her eyes again. "The kiss wasn't anything.. I just.. I'm going to miss him, you know you're never over your first love, and that's what Sterling was to me."
"I kissed him to say goodbye, to say I'll never kiss him again, and Danny, oh sweet Danny.. he was going out with someone at the time.. but he ended up.. choosing me over his girlfriend, and she got very angry.." She said shuddering. "I don't know where we stand right now, but while all this is happening, my mom disowns me for dating a Vampire, and now I have to work really hard to keep paying the rent on my flat, I can't move back in, my maid has no money, but she stays around because she doesn't have another job yet.." She took a deep breath and looked at her.
"I'm kicked out of my family, my.. I don't even know if he's a boyfriend yet, is a Vampire, I lost my boyfriend, who I left Sterling for, I still love Sterling, but Danny is everything to me, I have to work so hard to keep paying the rent on my home, and now I have basically no one." She said looking at Mak. "My life is a living.. hellhole, and I don't know what to do. I get appointed Prefect, I'm trying to get into my old personality and I just wish someone would wipe my memory tell me the important stuff and leave it to that!" She said feeling the tears pool in her eyes but she made no attempt to wipe them away as they slowly slid down her cheeks.