Chase glanced at the sky and watched the sun disappear. There went the day, not time for the night creatures to crawl out of their hidden world. She glanced around as though expecting something to be behind her. Seeing nothing she turned back to Catalina. "Yes actually, I got tired of them saying I could only date people they approved, and they keep trying to make me go to those stupid photo shoots, of course I'm still going to those, but now I don't have to listen to my mom brag about me all the time." She said rolling her eyes. "They actually supported me moving out, because it brought attention to the family." She said sighing. "That's all it is with my mom, appearance. Go to the photo shoot, get you're hair done, live in a big house, oh if you move out great! Because now as a model you're casting light on the family! Perfect! Strike a pose!" She said grimacing.
"It was really suffocating, so I moved out." She said softly. "Not to mention we're purebloods so it was only date other people who are at least half or more." She said her face twisting into some hidden emotion before smoothing out again as she thought of Sterling. And almost immediately her hand flew to her pocket and she picked up a rock sitting in the bottom of it. She squeezed it into her hand and then glanced at the picture her hand still wrapped around the little rock. "Is..is that Sterling?" She whispered staring at the eyes. It looked like him, she could already see it forming out. She had barely started and she knew who it was. She would always know.
Taking a deep breath she let go of the rock and turned her face away from the picture. "It's been a long time." she whispered staring at Catalina. "You know, since that day on the lawns.. hasn't it?" She asked slowly. "The people who tortured me, almost killed.. him." She said turning away from her again. "I guess its all in the past, but sometimes it's hard to forget." She said softly staring ahead of her. "Sometimes it's hard to remember what I was like before that you know, always happy." She sighed and shook her head.
"Sometimes I can make myself like that again, when I'm alone, or hanging out with friends." She said smiling slightly. "But lately I've been.. reading." She felt a blush creep into her cheeks. "You know you told me to keep trying, and I have, I have a whole room in my new loft that overlooks the entire city and that's where I read." She said smiling. She didn't bring up the fact that the room was completely made of glass except for the floor. She sighed slightly and looked at her. "But really, if you want to come over, anytime." She said smiling at her happily.