A Walk Through The Woods (Sarah)

Sarah smirked at him , playfully. She leaned up to his ear and whispered. " What if i don't want you to be a good guy." She said smiling at him, gently after she pulled away from his ear. She looked at him and smiled. She hoped he would get her drift. She wanted to be romantic. She had seen hi in three days. She wanted a little wanting er, but maybe be didn't. Maybe he really didn't. maybe all he could d was miss her, and not show it. " Never mind Forget it." She said shaking her head. She put her hands in her pocket and slowly with her head down, starting walking back to the castle.

It took Jazz a few moments to get what Sarah seemed to be hinting at. "Oh." Jazz said as he turned to reach for her. "Sarah. Please. Come back let me explain." He asked.

Sarah looked at him and looked away. " Sorry. I shouldn't said it. It was wrog Jasper." She said gently. She looked at him with tears in her eyes. " good bye Jasper." She said gently and turned and started to walk back to the castle crying, then she started to run into the forest, deeper and deeper into frest, crying. She was way deep in the forest. She plopped down int the ground and jsut cried.

"Sarah." Jazz called. This was not what he wanted. "Sarah. Please. Just talk to me." Jazz called as he tried to follow her. "You forget I know these woods like the back of my hand. I can find you." Jazz said as he searched for her. He had never been a begger but she made him one. And he didn't really mind it at all. "Sarah I beg you." Then he stopped and closed his eyes. He let his ears take control. Fianlly after a few moments he heard her.

Jazz saw her sitting on the floor of the forest. He walked up to her and knelt down in front. "Please talk to me." He begged.

Sarah looked at Jasper and and shook her head no. " Jasper, Please just leave me. I shouldn't have said that. its wrong of me. I know you never could love me. I know i am to hard to handle. I know that. Jasper!! Just leave me and find someone better than me. I am to emotional and iam falling to fast. I know a guy like you would never stay with me. Please just leave me. Please" She aid gently tears coming down her face. She turned her back to him. She finally broke down. " I don't want to put you through pain that i am putting you though" She said her body still tensing up and shaking from crying. Her eyes were red and she looked terrible.

Jazz looked around till he found a stump. He reached down and picked Sarah up just as she was and sat her on the fallen stump. He then sat down in front of her. He bent his legs up to frame either side of her."Sarah. I am not leaving. You only said what you were feeling and there is nothing wrong with that." He reached out to touch her face. The tears were almost to much for him. He felt as if a knife was being dragged through him when he looked into her face. She didn't want him to pull her face up toward his but with a little pressue she finally looked at him. "Sarah. Listen to me. I don't hold anything against you. You have no idea how hard it is for me to behave myself. You are so beautiful. If I were any other guy I would take advantage of that. But I'm not. You mean to much to do something like that. I want you. But I dont want that to be here, on the cold ground. I want to be somewhere that is warm, so I can hold you against me and not have to worry about the wind or dirt. Is that too much to ask." Jazz said looking directly into her eyes.

Sarah looked at him and nodded gently. She was still crying. " Jasper." She said in a pained voice. she looked at him and felt horrible. She looked at him and shook her. " Jasper, We can't be together. We can't. You need someone that fully understands you, and that you love with all your heart." She said looking down at her hands. "I know its not me.' she said gently, looking away. " Jasper, we should never met. You need to find someone else. Please just leave me. Please." She said pushing him away. " I am sorry Jasper. I am not the girl for you, because i know you can;t love me I now you can't. So please don't try.' She said gently gently.

Jazz stared at her in disbelif. He let her shove him away and he fell backward onto the forest floor. It was almost as if he had no feeling left in his body. How could she do this to him? This was the reason he had stayed away from the others. THis pain was something he never wanted to feel. Finally after what felt like forever, he found his voice. "Don't I get a say in who I love and who I don't." He looked down at the ground and then his hands. Water fell to the dirt under his fingers. The tears fell like rain this time. "Sarah. I care about you more than I have ever cared for in my entire life. How could you do this to me? I know we have only known each other in a very short amount of time. But in that time I have found what my life has been missing." He looked up at her. "And that is you. So don't I get a say in whom I love and whom I spend my life with?"

Sarah looked at him and started to cry harder. " What are you saying/ That you love me/ because that is not possible. It can't be." She said gently and looked at him. Sh was shocked that he said that. She looked at him and shook her head. She felt horrible. " I want you so bad, but i want you to be happy. i made you cry almost 5 times our entire relationship." She said softly. She looked way. " i wish you killed me when you had the chance." she said gently.

"How is it not possible? Anything is possible. I know my feelings. Nothing has changed. Unless to stregthen. Give me a chance. Why wont you? Do I scare you is that it? Or are you ashamed of me. Of soemthing I have no control over. If I could change what I am I would. In a heartbeat. If there was a way I could get rid of the werewolf I would. I would trade it all." He said finally looking up. Jasper reached out with both his hands. Palm up toward Sarah. "I would trade it all for you."