[Ahhhh I love it when threads feed into each other XP]
For all her cultivated air of mystery, Phaedra did not enjoy experiencing that feeling for herself. She liked to be in the know- and, indeed, always had been until the disaster 4 years ago. But in Italy, with a name such as the Medicis' attached to her own, she'd been welcomed into the Southern European pureblood circles easily. Her uncle had ensured it, and her cousins had exploited it, taking it upon themselves to accept or refuse invitations on her behalf- mostly in jest, but also out of an awareness of her unfamiliarity with the reputations and rankings of Italian families. She'd welcomed it, at first, but she was a fast learner, and soon she could socialise and scheme with the best of them. In the last year, she'd made her attendance of balls and soirees a less and less frequent habit, judging her efforts sufficient, deciding to spend more time with her mother before her departure.
But she'd always had decisions to make. Never had an option not been available to her.
That was her first inkling that her situation was more dire than she'd originally assumed. She hadn't advertised her arrival, of course, because she didn't want anyone to know of her all-but-official estrangement. But as long as she was living under the radar, she wouldn't be able to be part of the society she'd been so firmly entrenched in and was trying so hard to rejoin. It was a bitter sacrifice. One she hadn't really considered. And who knew how long it would last?
That Elsie- a mere Norton, and a halfblood at that- faced none of these problems while she did was a painful irony and one that she didn't find at all amusing. And Elsie was happy. Her words were jesting, but she emanated a palpable contentedness with her lot. She even had a new squeeze. Elsie Norton, whom Phaedra had never paid much mind to, who was far from the most refined or respectable member of their social circle. And Phaedra, who had always been careful to toe the line and play the game as was expected of her, was unhappy, penniless, floundering.
Stan and Elsie's interaction- which she watched with something approaching curiosity- and his words of praise only exacerbated the sense of bitterness. Not jealousy, she told herself. She would never be jealous of a Norton. And she wasn't, but she was angry at herself. Because while she was losing earrings to foolish, inexcusable mistakes and not being able to replace them, Elsie was not only procuring elegant pieces of jewelry, but profiting from it.
If she wasn't reeling from the revelations of the last few minutes she would have been impressed at the other witch's evident business acumen. She still was, just a tad, but it was far too unexpected a feeling to be properly noticed above the wave of frustration.
She was originally going to blithely reply that she wasn't intending to go. That she had other, less trivial matters to attend to. And if it hadn't been for Elsie's smugness and the memory of that stupid earring that she'd lost through no fault but her own, she might indeed have said just that. As it was, she was still thrown, driven purely by her primary instinct- instinct to save face, by any means necessary.
"Of course. It's been far too long."
The words escaped before she could properly consider them or change tack. She apparently hadn't lost all her wits, though, because just then a rather calculating thought occurred to her. With an impressively guileless smile, she decided to test the waters.
"It'll be a lovely opportunity to catch up after the extended holiday. Though I'll be attending alone, since I'm afraid my family are all otherwise occupied."
'Otherwise occupied' being a wonderfully euphemistic shorthand for dead or missing, of course. And calling 4 years an extended holiday was a stretch. But she had to keep some cards close to her chest, even if others must be revealed for her plan to have a chance of working. Whether Elsie would find the uncharacteristic openness of the rest of her response peculiar or not, she didn't know.
She also had no idea where this soiree was being held or by whom. So she was taking a gamble, if Elsie didn't take the bait. Or if Eirion did in fact turn out to be there. But she was also steadily realizing that she didn't have much left to lose. Because of her own loose tongue, she was in between a rock and a hard place. But the hard place was one she was at least familiar with, knew how to navigate, while the rock was something she didn't even want to consider. If this was her chance to escape obscurity, even just for a night, she'd take it- risks be damned.