Anya sighed when he said he wasn't avoiding her but she knew that he was. She really felt like she was losing her best friend and the only man she ever loved. He used to tell her things but now it was different so much had changed she realized. She walked out of the kitchen to Barbara's room, she opened the door quietly and placed a charm around her so that she wouldn't wake even if Anya screamed. She went back to the kitchen going to the place she had been standing before then took a deep breath. "I used to believe that I knew you so well that I could write a book. That's not the case anymore. It's been a week since the man who made me was destroyed, yet you've rarely spent more than a few hours in the house." She said softly.
She heard his next words and mentally prepared herself for what she knew was coming next. She listened and felt like each word he spoke that it was a slice across her heart. She saw his gaze fall during his speech so she knew this was her only chance to be brave. "Your wrong I don't hate you. I'm disappointed in you." She said her voice sounded dead and void of any emotion. "Your a coward Sebastien, telling me that it's better for me to not know anything. That you can't tell me why, it's pathetic. It's not like what you have to say will kill me, I'm already dead. Of course not dead enough to forget how much I loved a man I used to know. A man who's heart I think just may be made of ice, a man who doesn't care about me. I don't hate you Sebastien, some deep part of me wishes I never fell in love. Life isn't that easy though, so a Ravenclaw fell in love with a Slytherin who doesn't care about her at all." During her speech to him all the anger and hurt mixed with the words from her heart as she yelled at him. She turned away from him and put her shoes on then walked out into the hall. She took another deep breath as she started heading towards the front door but had to stop. She felt like her heart was being shredded to pieces as she looked at the front door.
((I'm sorry I was trying my best to figure out what to put I had to write it down on regular paper first XD))
by Lilyanya Faulkner Tue Jan 19, 2016 7:57 pm