You Again

"Because they made me give her up! They made me give our daughter up!" She cried more tears falling from her eyes. It was out, there was no protecting him from it now. Riyan got up and moved away from Calvin her body shaking as she cried still so sure he would hate her as much as she loathed herself for letting her mother take the baby girl. "Why did I let them do it?" She asked herself. "Why did I let her go?" She covered her face with her hands as she stood in the middle of Calvin's apartment sobbing over something she hadn't had control over

Calvin looked at Riyan confused with what she was telling him, but he finally put two and two together. " Riys is that why you ran from me in my seventh year before I left Hogwarts, you were pregnant with our daughter at the time? "Calvin asked her. " Damn it Riyan, why didn't you tell me?!"Calvin asked her angrily. " That's my daughter as well, I help create her as well, were you afraid I'll leave you? "Calvin asked her. Calvin calmed himself as he seen her crying. " Riys you had no control of it, you were just fifteen years old, it wasn't your fault. " said Calvin wrapping his arms around her. " Although I wish that you would've kept her, you know that I always wanted a big family like my parents did. " said Calvin.

"Mom, and Dad wouldn't let me. I wanted to keep her, but they wouldn't let me. But I've been looking for her. I've been looking every where for her. I want her back." she rambled between sobs her head resting on Calvin's shoulder as he held her. "I'm so sorry Cal. I'm so sorry. I wanted to tell you. I wanted to, but I couldn't do that to you. I couldn't let you know and take her away from you like she was taken away from me. I only got to see her for a moment before she was taken from me. I didn't know what to do.I didn't know what to do."

Calvin looked at her and frowned. " Riys baby, it wasn't your fault, you got to stop blaming yourself."said Calvin kissing her softly on the lips. " We'll get her back Riys baby, I want to see my daughter I've never seen."said Calvin. Calvin wrapped his arms tighter around her, but not enough to hurt her, and pulled him onto his chest letting her cry on his chest. " Sh...Riys baby its ok, I know that you didn't have a choice, just wished you would have told me sooner. " said Calvin. " Riys I'll love you no matter what, don't you ever think that I'll hateyou . " said Calvin cupping her face in his hands looking into her eyes.

"Calvin," Riyan placed her hand on his cheek, "I'm sorry you had to find out this way. I'm sorry I didn't tell you, but I didn't want to see her taken from you too.. Mom would have never let me keep her. To her she was a sin." She didn't share her mothers opinions on what she and Calvin had done or what they had created. She could never see a child as something bad.
Riy had calmed down a little as Clavin held her though tears still fell from her eyes rolling down her cheeks. "She had your eyes." She whispered looking up at him. "big and blue."

Calvin shook his head at her. " It's ok Riys baby, I rather find out right now then not at all, but she was taken away by both of us Riys. " said Calvin sighing. Calvin nodded. Her mother never agreed on them dating or anything, and always hated Calvin or at least he always thought, his parents on the other hand were happy for him and had his back when he fell into depression after losing Riyan. Yeah they were young when they made love to one another, but Calvin will always remember that night forever, and it happened five years ago. Calvin sighed in relief as he felt Riyan calm down, he hated to see her so upset and crying.  


Calvin wiped her tears away and kissed her on the lips. " Riys baby, it wasn't your fault, you got to stop blaming yourself. " said Calvin. Calvin raised his eyebrows at her as she told him that their daughter had his eyes. " She did? I bet they were some beautiful eyes. " said Calvin playfully trying to make her laugh. Riyan always told Calvin when they were dating that he had the most beautiful eyes she ever seen.

"Just as wonderful as I remember them," She whispered giving Calvin a week sad smile. "I missed you so much Cal." she reached up and gave him a small kiss. "I'm sorry." She couldn't say it enough but she couldn't find any other words to express how much she regreted leaving him and not telling him about their daughter. "I was coming home from work this weekend to do more looking for her. It's all I really do outside of work. But Mom had the files sealed so I haven't been able to find her." she told him, "I've searched in both the muggle and wizarding databases, and I keep coming to dead ends."

Calvin smiled. " You're just as beautiful as I remembered, you became even more beautiful now that you're older. " said Calvin kissing her back. " I missed you to Riys baby, probably more then you'll ever know, but I'm glad you're back in my arms again. " said Calvin. " I keep thinking this another one of my dreams that I haven't woken up from, I keep pinching myself to make sure it's real. " said Calvin chuckling. " Riys baby like I said before and I'll tell you now, it wasn't your fault, you didn't have a choice. "said Calvin. " Maybe you could take a break from that and let me take you out to dinner or so?"Calvin asked her smiling at her.

"That would be nice," Riyan smiled up at Calvin. It was like they had never been apart. "But I don't think I'm going to want to go back to work if I spend to much time with you now. We have a lot of catching up to do."
Riyan pushed her hair out of her face and looked down. "Though maybe I should go home and change into something a bit more presentable. Wasn't expecting to see anyone of any importance to me."
Being close to Calvin felt right to Riyan and she couldn't believe she had ever ran from him.
'what was wrong with me' she thought to herself wondering why she didn't trust in their love for each other before.

Calvin smiled. " Doesn't sound like a bad idea at all, I think you deserve some fun. " said Calvin smiling at her. Calvin laughed. " Don't worry Riys baby, I got to go back to work tomorrow, but once I'll come home I'll be all yours. " said Calvin kissing the top of her head. " Ok, but as long as you come back here, don't make me come after you Ms. Schultz."said Calvin playfully kissing her on the lips. "I need to change into something more presentable as well, say meet back here in a hour? Will that give you enough time to get ready? "Calvin asked her.