Lily hadn't stayed at home long for the holidays. Home was Stewart's anyway. Even though he had promised her that there was no problem having her stay there, Lily had not been able to shake the feeling that Harding's home was just another place where she was in the way. She had requested to come back almost immediately and the headmaster had answered back and allowed her to come back to Hogwarts early. She couldn't go home to her brothers, couldn't continue to burden Stewart, and her godbrother was... well, she was just afraid to see his face now.
But, alas. She had finally had to answer to Teddy when he showed up on the grounds to help the Hayes with counseling. He had waited next to the Fat Lady portrait for her for, if she remembered correctly - "three whole hours he's been standing here, refusing to talk to me! Missy, you better handle this problem, and you'd better handle it now!"
Breaking Casey's heart had hurt, but seeing the younger girl's heart harden against her had helped. Teddy, however, hadn't given up on her at all. She could see it in the anguish, in the hurt, in the shame and guilt he felt for having not been man enough to intervene before. The day that she had been born not a sibling to Teddy Lupin had been a grave mistake on the part of whoever controlled such things. But she had not been able to do more than ask that he believe her when she said she did not need Christmas with anyone.
She made sure not to cry until Teddy was gone.
That had been before Christmas, though. Christmas had come, it had gone, and classes had begun slowly. It was an early Sunday morning and Lily was going for a walk - it was this new thing she was trying. Her head was an aching mess of bad thoughts, and she liked to fill her head with images of snowy banks and stone walls instead. She was dressed like a hobo, though she thought she always looked a little bit homeless. It helped her feel invisible, and that was the safest thing to be at Hogwarts when you were a Potter.
She rarely encountered people on her walks. She liked to go around the lake, walk alongside the forest, circle the Quidditch pitch, and then rest in the courtyard, and it was typically before most people in the castle even woke uo. Today, however, as she approached the courtyard, she heard the tell-tale sounds of people and activity. There was the barking of a dog, the laughter of children - was she still at Hogwarts?
She came around a wall and found herself next to her Headmaster. She stopped in her tracks, the Vonnegut novel in her hand drooping slightly. She turned her head, taking in the view of child and dog playing. Her large eyes blinked and she suddenly realized she had lingered - there was no way she could just raise a hand in greeting and hurry on. She turned and leaned against the wall, tucking her book behind her as her eyes followed the dog. "'Lo, Headmaster."
((slight godmode about the request. Hope you don't mind!))