It was difficult to pinpoint exactly what she was. There was no innocent Greengrass blood flirting its way through Isadora’s veins. Any of that had long been extinguished by her own attempts at dissociating herself from her mother. Malfoy blood was most assuredly the only other option but she felt there was an underlying layer to it. She felt as though there was something else that was poisoning her – not quite her potion but perhaps her ancestry. She was a member of the Most Noble and Ancient House of Black. Extant though it was, she had Black blood. She was Narcissa Black’s granddaughter, the great-niece of Bellatrix Black, made infamous as a Lestrange. She felt as though that was the blood she wore within her. She felt as though everything that attended along with that was swollen underneath her skin, ready to burst.
Two pale fits slammed against the white tiling, a thrill of pain shuddering up through Isadora’s arm. She gave a gasp, the sound parting her rosebud lips, and she sighed, turning her hands away from the tile, finding a few drops of that precious stuff grazed against the sharp tile edge. She lifted her hand under the spray, washing away the colour that had splashed its way across the lacklustre palette. Wiping her fingers across the tiles, the scarlet disappeared altogether from the room as though it had not been there in the first place. Isadora bit down on her lip, feeling the last of the soap slip off from her inner thighs, and she knew there was no more hiding, no more waiting for the scalding water to burn her skin free of any and all sin. There was too much of it there. In her genealogy. In her own acts. In the acts dealt to her. None of it legitimised what she’d done.
But it was done.
The spray was shut off, a few drips leaping out from the spout to plop onto her head before falling silent. The girl then stood out, no longer bearing any of the innocence of girlhood. No, she had been dragged forcibly into womanhood by her own kith and kin and sealed her fate with her own choices. She could deal with that, she felt. If anything, she took solace in the fact that this was on her own shoulders. Isadora wrapped one of the fluffy towels Pansy so loved around her middle and scooped up her clothes waiting for her by the shower door. She dropped them into the hamper across the room, knowing the elves would busy themselves with cleaning everything,
Returning to the bedroom, Isadora paused upon seeing Alexander splayed out across the bed like a ragdoll. She shook her head, vaguely imagining the emotional turmoil he was going through. She still couldn’t quite pinpoint where her own emotions where going, flitting between utter despair and pragmatic neutrality with only a moment’s notice. She focused, however, upon the important things and dried her hair, setting the blonde locks into curls with her wand. The Ministry would ignore the magic used by her at home, she knew. She dropped the wand back down on the sideboard and reaffirmed her grip on her towel when she was done, striding over to the wardrobe to go in search of something to wear to bed.
She’d been divested of anything sensible by her mother upon returning from the honeymoon. Her father’s influence had ended rather abruptly and in place of cotton she’d been given sheer lace. The model tonight was a pale pink negligee which was suitably translucent with a little bit of frill at the top to put half-hearted effort into protecting modesty. The underwear that went along with it was barely string and Isadora donned both with muted dissatisfaction. She curls in her hair slowly began to soften as the magic wore off and they spread into loose waves as she returned to the bedroom, abandoning the towel in a different wash basket.
“You had better be aspiring to be Minister of Magic,” Isadora’s soft voice floated over to the bed as she neared, her movement onto it barely even causing the mattress to shift. She laid herself down on her belly next to her husband between his right side and his arm which he’d left thrown out away from him. She extended her arm across his chest, feeling the slight chill of his skin. Leaning in she pressed her lips to his stomach briefly before moving upwards to meet his gaze with her firm, icy grey swirls. “Or better,” she added, "one of those dreadfully canny men that control the Minister.” She leaned down, pressing another brief kiss to his chest in the gap between his collarbones.
“Just forget about it,” she soothed, determined to do so herself. “It wasn’t intentional. I didn’t force him to use it. It was his own stupidity. Remember that,” she took a moment to drape her lips lower down this time, creating a line through the middle of his chest. “Anyone knows not to drink a dittany. You get stomach rot anyway, from that. He should’ve known better.” That was what she was going to tell herself. That she’d been glib, sarcastic and the dog hadn’t gotten it. She hadn’t killed him. He’d done it. After all, he had, hadn’t he? All she could do was admit to making the potion but that wasn’t a crime. Manslaughter was the best they could rankle with. And they never would. They wouldn’t find anything.
“After this though,” she murmured, opening up his cufflinks and taking them off. “We’re going to go and spend time with orphans,” she abandoned the cufflinks across the bed and leaned up, popping a rougher kiss to his jaw. “Or some other such poor unfortunate souls. I’ll wear a nice dress and you can be your charming self and we’ll get you some easier political capital.” She pulled away then and looked at him carefully. “That might spare us a few hundred years off of our time in purgatory, hm?”
If only the Notts could change their name to Borgia. Neglecting the incestuous elements to the family and the disinterest in anything papal, the brutality they would come to exude and the unrelenting determination to get exactly what they wanted… well, if you squinted, the shoe did fit.
OOC: If Pansy is particularly against fluffy towels let me know and I'll edit. c;