"It wasn't
that bad, Allie," Oliver pointed out in the hope that it might soothe her somehow. "I know the owner, so it was actually kinda convenient. Helped me book a plane ticket and everything, since I'd forgotten to at home." He almost wanted to turn his cheek into her palm, but he settled instead for adding, "So, really, it was okay. I was looked after."
It wasn't like it bothered Oliver one way or another if he had been taken care of. But it seemed to matter to Alice that her friends were around someone they knew, and someone that could make sure everything was okay. But then Alice decided it was her turn to break those unspoken rules he had ignored the night before, and Oliver nearly sat up in sheer surprise. Her words actually scared him for a second, not sure if she was just trying to torture him for the sake of it, or if she was actually being serious. Both options were worrying.
"Alice," he breathed, the warning audible again. This wasn't some game to him, and it was totally probable that neither could come back from something like what she was hinting at.
Wait. Hinting at? No, more like
showing him.
Oliver's eyes fell shut as he tried to focus -- tried to find the words to stop her without insulting her. Unless she was just being cruel, he didn't want to be the one on the harsh side. Alice had never seemed, at least to Oliver, to be someone who would do something just to bother someone or hurt them - emotionally or otherwise. He couldn't find any words, though. Not at all. Instead, he just told himself to keep breathing and wait for her to move away and say that she was just joking. Or to announce that she was somehow already drunk again.
It didn't make any sense, but it felt like Alice was everywhere, surrounding him. Frankly, that job belonged to the duvet that she had pulled over them. If Oliver turned his head, he could've kissed her - and, really, he was astoundingly tempted to. But that was clearly off limits. And yet Alice didn't think that
this qualified as off limits?
"Have you ever had a feeling that comes from deep inside of you that tells you whether or not something is good for you? It's called instinct."
"Can you, now?" he mumbled, a laugh pushing through. His instincts were telling him that, if Alice had started it, he wouldn't necessarily be able to get in trouble for it. Alice would probably try, in the end, but accepting it and accepting that he could probably talk his way out of it certainly made him stop rethinking their situation. It wasn't like they were in his room at the flat. He wouldn't walk in to try and write, but then remember that something like this had happened. No,
this was different. Separate. "You'll have to show me."
Oliver's hands drifted down to the curve at the top of her thighs, fingers curling against the skin there. He shifted, tucking his chin to run his nose along the column of her neck. Drawing in a breath, Oliver hesitated only a moment before he pulled her closer so he could roll them over. His hands ran up the backs of her thighs, lifting her knees on either side of him as their hips were once again meshed together, and Oliver started brushing kisses along the neckline of her top. Though, really, it wasn't much of one. Not that he was complaining.
It was all really, really messed up, but Oliver couldn't bring himself to care.