"I regret the circumstances." Ryo said softly, still refusing to look at Maura. "I regret the circumstances of how you were turned. How I turned you." he added, his tone suddenly becoming angry. His eyes turned red and his hands clenched into fists. He hated having been weak. He could've made it outside but his Vampire side had decided to just drain Maura.
What was worse... Was that he'd intended to kill her. Not turn, kill. He had only wanted to feed, not create a new one of his kind. If Ryo hadn't taken control, the Vampire would have left the girl to die. It haunted him every day. That she would have actually died by his hand if he hadn't taken control at the last minute.
"I don't regret anything else that has happened. Except for what happened with Kaiden." he told her, meaning the biting him. "That shouldn't have happened, at least not by you." he added, his eyes still red. If she wasn't a Vampire, he wouldn't have been threatened that way. Well, maybe he would've but not by her, by Ryo himself. "I know it wouldn't have mattered anyways, you'd have ended up a Vampire at some point anyways." he muttered.
"I just wish I hadn't lost control." he finally looked at Maura, but his eyes weren't red anymore. They were gray and had tears bordering them. Maura didn't know the Vampire's intentions when he bit her. Ryo had told her that his intention had been to feed and turn her from the beginning.