Grindelwald was hardly the most entertaining creature in the world. Sat up in the school, Alistair was in the lap of luxury. He could lounge by the crackling fire in his rooms and stretch like a cat, greedily indulging in all of his favourite meals, tasting things Azkaban had denied him. Yet, for some reason, Alistair was uncomfortable with the way his situation had panned out. He found himself having relations with one of the most powerful women in Britain. He was one of the inner-circle members of the most powerful man. Yet, Grindelwald had nothing to contribute, nothing that was worth mentioning or writing to his father about. In fact, Grindelwald was a disappointment. Passive-aggression had never been Alistair’s forte. He was either aggressive or passive, one or the other, not some muddled mix of the two. He yearned for the murder and mayhem of the Death Eaters yet he knew as well as anyone that there was no such thing anymore. Murder and Mayhem was certainly a thing of the past.
Voldemort wasn’t, however. Even death could not take the man that had inspired them to kill. The mark on the dark-haired man’s left forearm had faded over the years. It was a slow, almost painful process in which he began to lose his connection with the Dark Lord. He wondered about the significance of the mark in the man’s death. He wondered whether it was something that could enable them to bring him back. Of course, that would never be something Emof would allow for. No, if anything, he would use the power to make sure he couldn’t come back. Alistair felt himself the last among the loyal. The Malfoys had bowed to new ideas. Old Pureblood families had lost confidence in their selves, in the power their blood had. They too cowed under the facade of power the Head Death Eater portrayed. Alistair, had been stronger, would not have considered attending the Death Eater meeting that had been called. He saw cracks in Grindelwald’s half-hearted regime, though. He saw cracks in Death Eater rule. He saw the Ministry in tatters and the Order absent as ever. He knew what this was about though.
Loyalties had never been a problem for Alistair but, upon appearing in the grounds of Malfoy Manor, he couldn’t help but wonder where his lie. With Voldemort was an obvious answer but not one that he could support anymore. The Dark Lord was not present on earth anymore. He was absent, just like law and order. Alistair knew he had to show he could cooperate. He knew he had to show his worth. However, he had to make sure that he could save himself if Grindelwald were to fall and democracy was to prevail. He needed a guarantee. He needed freedom, not imprisonment. He wasn’t going back to Azkaban. He knew he wouldn’t find the guarantee he sought in the Death Eaters but he knew that it was there that he would begin to look for that promise. It was a weight on his mind he couldn’t quite shake off, not that it showed.
Trudging through the snow, Alistair wrapped his outer robes tighter around him. The wind tousled his dark locks and he was grateful for the protection the manor gave him. It certainly didn’t warm him the way he had hoped but a handful of warming charms soon did the trick. Alistair then shed his robes and made his way into the dining room where the meetings usually took place. Though, not before demanding a glass of wine from a jittery House Elf quivering by the door and struggling under the weight of the robes he’d dumped into her arms. Alistair regarded the elf with little respect - no more than it deserved, he added mentally - and straightened his tie in one of the mirrors mounted on the walls of the foyer. Alistair then ran his fingers through his hair and opened the door of the dining room, the groan of the hinges announcing him.
“Ah, Emof!” Alistair plastered a false smile on his face. “How fantastic it is to see you’re still alive. Good evening too you.” Alistair then glanced over at the seated woman and quirked an eyebrow up at her before striding over and offering her his hand. “I don’t believe we’ve had the pleasure of meeting just yet. Now is a time as good as any I don’t doubt. Alistair D’Eath, at your service.”