Sabriel gave a start at Tremaine's admittance to being a cat burglar. Despite the man's obvious effort to avoid the notion, the word 'thief' branded itself in Sabriel's mind in neon letters. It was persistent and searing, and he struggled to wrap his mind around the possibility that he was sitting in front of a renowned, and possibly not quite reformed, bandit.
Tremaine went on, and as he progressed Sabriel made an effort to rebuke any and all ill feelings he had developed toward the man. He had a friend, Daujee, that mentioned her brother stole sometimes just to feed their family. Such a way of life was foreign to the boy. He had grown up with everything he wanted literally placed in the palm of his hand. His sisters made a point to exercise their nobility, and purchased frivolous things without hesitation. He would have never been able to survive in the lives of Michael Tremaine or Daujee De'Arte. He lacked the fundamental keys to survival. Had it not been for the money, Sabe would have been dead long ago. His family would be starving, unable to support the masses of children Belrose produced.
His father often remarked on thieves. He considered them disgusting and parasitical, preferring to steal the things others worked hard for instead of trying to make a living nobly. He once told Marianne, his youngest daughter, that if it were not for security, all their hard-earned valuables would be whisked from them the moment they exited their estate, and Marianne had responded heatedly. She cared more about her precious trinkets and jewelry than the real but starving people not five blocks away from her home, where a single loaf of bread would save their life.
Sabriel grasped the necessity of it all, and Tremaine had turned it into a profession. He understood.
"I won't ever ask you to be anything you don't want to be, so if your kneejerk reaction is to run, that's understandable" -- he did not want to run, quite far from that sort -- "but I won't ever ask you to train for what I do. You do have advantages that might help you for that profession but you also, at least at this point, have some disadvantages to that, and I would never put you there unless it was your own free will. Your path for your life has to be completely your own choice. And if I can help you get to what you want, I will. That, and my goddaughter has taken a strong shine to you. There is very precious little that I wouldnt do for her and her family. They're the only famiy I have left. "
Sabriel smiled softly at that. So Khaat touched others, too? It was hardly surprising, but she managed it with close to no effort. It was astounding, really. And Sabe made sure to acknowledge that.
"So--bottom line. Am I one of the good guys? Yes. Do I look like it? Anything but. But therein lies my advantage." Sabriel nodded, showing he agreed. It was advantageous, yes. His sister, Beatrice, said Sabriel's appearance was the very epitome of 'good'; when he glared it was more cute than anything.
"I can get into places my famous and righeous friends cannot. And I do--for them."
Sabriel paused for a moment. "Um," he started. "I do not believe being a burglar makes you any less righteous than you friends. You perform your job for the greater good. You do not steal from loved ones, nor do you steal without good reason. The same goes for your actions in the past. What good is a little bagel to a person of the middle-class when it could save the life of a poorer individual? And even if you still harbor some guilt, you have redeemed yourself more than enough by fighting for the Cause. I am sure no one with any good sense will frown upon you, Tremaine. In fact, you have made me respect you alll the more."
Sabe smiled disarmingly. "I am spoiled. I am unappreciative of the things I have. I waste people's time with my helplessness, and even now you and Khaat have to go out of your way to aid me, despite me not having asked for any help at all. I shamelessly impose upon your lives, and burden you all. I am not saying these things for dramatic effect, nor am I trying to elicit sympathy. These were true, honest thoughts, but somehow I have changed."
He gave a deep sigh. "Sometimes I realize that I could never survive on my own. I used to accept it actually. I used to settle with the constant coddling and care I received. I did not know how to take care of myself. But you and Khaat changed that. She showed me there was hope. And you proved to me I had no one to rely on but myself. I should not have to depend on others for survival; I am perfectly capable of making it on my own. But most of all, you and Khaat showed me I will never have to 'make it on my own'. I will always have you guys. That is more than enough to instill my resolve."
A tear threatened to fall, but Sabriel wiped it. These emotions were sudden. He was unsure how to deal with them. He was careful to keep his voice straight, however. The worst part was over. Now all there was left was recovery. Only time will tell.