The same scene of Felix digging his knife into her stomache kept replaying and replaying in her mind as she lay there curled up and tears now streaming from her tightly shut eyes. She had begun to make the same high-pitched gasping noise that she had made while Barker tortured her again, and this time she did nothing to stop it. She wasn't being tortured now, and she didn't have to worry about Barker hurting her again while she cried. Anyways right now all she could do was cry, she wasn't strong enough anymore, or confident enough to hide her emotions as well as she could before everything happened to her.
Suddenly the pain divided. It stayed in her stomache but at the same time it went up to her head. Painful images from her muggle past played in her mind, and she let out another scream, this time it was stronger, and she cried harder. Her adoptive mother and father appeared in her memories so often, and this time they weren't there. All she saw was darkness, and all she heard were the screams of her father, telling her to run away with Naomi. The last thing she heard was the thud her father's body made as it hit the ground, limp... dead.
Hitame couldn't hear anything Brian was saying to her. In fact she had forgotten that he was there, and she was enclosed in her memories for a while. Until she felt a hand on her back that was. Her eyes flew open and widened as she thought that the one who was touching her was Felix. She flinched and slowly turned her head to face who she thought was him. But instead she saw Brian and she was so relieved. Her tears began again and she threw her arms over him, forgetting everything and she just cried.
Everything that happened to her was so rough and it wasn't just changing her life, it was changing her. She didn't know what to do anymore, who to trust, nothing. She just wanted to distance herself from everyone and everything. But right now that was the last thing she wanted to do, she wanted to have someone with her now. It wasn't fair that she had to face everything alone, and she couldn't involve Naomi in it... Her life was on the line if she did or said anything to anyone...