It is with an intensely heavy heart that I write this. I love PA. I love the people on it. I love the admin work. I love it enough that I have found myself dashing home from work just to be here with you all or sneaking on at work, against all the rules. And I will honestly miss that more than anyone can possibly imagine. There's far more that I love than the things that I don't love so much. But I can't do this any longer. I honestly cannot do anymore of being dissed because no matter what I do, it isn't enough, it isn't the right thing, it isn't what someone else wants me to do. I hurt.
I am going to be respectful enough to treat this like a real job and give you a two week notice here for this job. It may well be that if I dont' change my mind, I may well leave this site altogether in 30 days time. I just don't know that piece right now
This is exceptionally painful for me. I love the members, I love the site, I love my characters, but I have just gone through a very painful chapter in my real life, and what's happened in the ACC in the last couple of days just seems too much like a repeat for my likings. I'm not blaming anyone.
Perhaps, this is a type of entertainment best left to teens. I dont' know.
I love you all, and I wish you could see the tears on my keyboard right now.
I am sorry I could not be what you needed me to be. My heartfelt apologies that I could not be more.
I love you all,
Khaat