With a frown on her face, Audrey set to work once more, changing between scribbling notes on a page of parchment regarding the potion to writing a bit more lyrically when it came to the Herbology essay she owed. Each dip of her quill into the ink well by her side was one she did not take lightly. She had to remember which page was which and focus on the tone of each one. In between doing that, Audrey was focused on a text from one of the books she’d retrieved from the library. Quickly her mind was becoming frazzled with information but she handled it fairly well considering all that she was doing. In the small space of time between putting her quill down and the entrant into the common room saying his piece, Audrey was able to check the cauldron once more.
When the words met her ear, Audrey froze and closed her eyes momentarily, hoping against hope that the words were meant for someone else. She knew no one else was brewing in the common room though so the words were simply meant for her. Audrey exhaled slowly and reopened her eyes. She turned slowly, her robes swishing around her ankles, and brought her lower lip between her teeth. Her eyebrows furrowed over her eyes and she glanced back at the cauldron, idly considering his words before turning back, aggravated that he’d even suggest such a foolish thing. Audrey played by the book. She did not deviate from the path. Last year, perhaps she would have done, but not now. She’d paid her price for doing just that and acting with such foolishness. She was not about to be made a fool again, even over something as trivial as a potion.
“Excuse me?” Audrey responded tartly, lifting her head and inclining her chin in a way that made her look much like her mother; it made her look like she thought herself above him. “Who are you to tell me how to brew my potion?” Audrey’s pride refused to allow her to concede that he might be correct in suggesting that she should add another tail. She knew what it would do but she didn’t think for a second it would do the potion more good than harm. Sure, the tail would do little to disrupt the brewing process but she was afraid of it exploding. She was unlucky with potions and was extra careful not to aggravate the ingredients. For some reason though, Audrey was leaning towards allowing him to do it. She would not touch it herself but she would feel better knowing he had done it. That way if the potion did explode or the cauldron did melt then it couldn’t possibly be her fault.
With a sigh, Audrey took a step back and gestured towards the chopping board, beside which her bottles of ingredients were neatly lined up. She swallowed and lifted her head, her eyes defiant despite her slightly cowed stance. With her hands behind her back and her feet together, she was hardly her mother’s daughter as she stood there bowing to his decision. No, her mother would have fought her corner and at one point, Audrey would have done the same; now though she was simply too weak to do so. Her desire to escape confrontation and protect herself was what made her change her mind as quickly as she had. “You do it,” She told him firmly, her tone making it sound more of a request than an order. How far the mighty fall.