They said leave, so she did.
There was no choice in the matter. Eleanor roused her sleeping sister, forced essentials into her hands and shoved her out of the house, though not before shoving a piece of toast between her teeth. Dejectedly, the blonde had to dress in the front garden. She had to ignore the looks of dismay passing dog walkers and nosy neighbours gave her as they watched her struggle to poke her fatigued limbs through the necessary holes in the clothing that had been picked out for her. Thankfully, the style was essentially her but she was to weary to care, too disheartened and rattled to really look at her clothing. And as she pushed her pyjamas into one of the bushes underneath the living room window, it occurred to our darling heroine that the chain of events that had led up to this point were part of an even bigger cataclysmic event that she was now rather aware of.
Despite the fact that the girl was home, something that was usually a joyous thing for parents, the young Hufflepuff still remained largely ignored to the point of her mother being openly cruel towards her. There was no love lost between the two sisters and so the jibes were exchanged with little break between each quip and retort. As the weeks had passed, it had become vicious. The cauldron had left its gentle simmer and it was at boiling point. One event needed to tip the scale and there would be no reason to keep her. There would be no reason to put up with the little freak that still lived in Number 35 Acre Drive. It was as if they were just waiting for an excuse to wash their hands with her.
She’d been musing as she’d laid in bed listening to the arguments that concerned everything from her to the length of the grass to how much Eleanor had spent that week on clothes and accessories and she had come to the conclusion that there was only one possible event so cataclysmic that her mother would have an excuse to be rid of her:
The impending divorce.
This was something Pippa pondered upon as she wandered down the road, rifling through the beach bag that she’d been given. Eleanor’s intention had been clear enough. She wanted Pippa away. Though for some families that would have been considered a nice gesture, for their family it was anything but. This bag packed so carefully and delicately had been made so that the absence of the blonde would be prolonged. Money had even been tucked into an inner pocket - forty pounds in total. That added to the time. The bag meant a day at the beach. The money meant lunch and dinner. And as Pippa chewed on the piece of toast she wondered just where to spend her day and who with. Of course, only one person sprang into her head. There was only one person who would put up with her for the day though it would mean having to plaster a smile onto her face despite the grimace that she wore now.
That person of course, was Reid Devereux; seemingly the only person in the world that could stand her. It was funny because Pippa thought Reid was rather fond of her. Apparently according to her mother, Reid was the only person in the world that could put up with her. And d'you know what added to the bitter hilarity of the words? They were spoken down the phone, to Reid's mother.
A heavy sigh passed Pippa’s lips as she trundled down the road, her feet not quite pressed properly into her shoes. She repositioned the sunhat on her head and bit the arm of the sunglasses that she’d found in the bag. Her feet were working on autopilot as her mind reeled from the indecent exposure she’d no doubt be arrested for and the self-deprecating mood she was in.
Faced with her own reflection as she had been over the last few days, in the endless hall of mirrors, her appearance had vastly changed; both in her eyes and in those around her.
"You look like those emaciated homeless people in town, Philippa!" Her mother had stated snootily one evening at dinner.
And though Pippa wasn't nearly as bad as her mother liked to accuse, there was still change in her. She picked at what little food she was given at meal times. She pushed herself on the football pitch to the point where she was sent off for violent conduct. She drove herself into the ground and the arguments with her sister left her exhausted though she could not sleep because of the arguments that continued endlessly into the night.
Now, dark purple bruises were carved into the skin beneath her eyes, bruises she would tidy up as soon as she managed to tug the make-up bag out of the beach bag that was hanging so precariously on her shoulder.
The click of the little pocket mirror that she’d found inside the overly floral make-up bag was somewhat welcoming; as welcoming as the concealer was. She watched with mild satisfaction as the circles disappeared under a layer of thick paste that was warm and unpleasant on her skin. She had no idea how to properly use make-up though she knew the uses. She knew what it did but what order to use it in was a step-by-step lost on Pippa. After ridding her face of the blemishes, she stole the strawberry lip balm out from between some blush and a tube of foundation. She smeared it across her cupid’s bow and rolled her upper and lower lips against each other before capping the balm and placing it back into the make-up bag. She tossed the mirror in there too and zipped it up before closing the bag for what she hoped was for good.
Of course, she soon opened it again as she made a short detour. She stepped into Costa Coffee and made her way slowly to the front of the queue as the sleep lifted. Once the last gentleman had left, Pippa stepped up to make her orders; two coffees, sugar, milk - and whatever else - to go. The people behind the counter obliged and even packed up a couple of donuts, not that she’d asked for them. Pippa paid her money and didn’t wait for the change before sweeping out of the coffee house. She then returned to autopilot, hugging the coffees to her chest, not quite willing to face the world. It wasn’t until she was climbing the steps to the floor that Reid’s apartment was on that Pippa decided it was probably best to pull herself together.
And so she did, not by choice but because she knew she had to. She didn’t want his concern, she didn’t want his worry. But what was worse was that she knew she wouldn’t be able to stand it if he just did notice. So it was better to mask it. It was better to keep him unaware because it hurt less. Her heart didn’t clench as much as she suspected it would have done if her melancholy was displayed openly and he just...failed to notice.
So, forcibly pressuring a smile onto her lips, Pippa brought her clenched fist to the door and rapped her knuckles against it. She brought her arm back to her chest. Her arms were wrapped around herself, holding herself together, not the coffee. She cared little about the coffee. What absorbed her was the burning hatred that was directed at her by her sister and by her mother, what absorbed her was the feeling of dismay, of anguish and of disappointment. She had to hold it together though, if only for Reid’s sake.
“Please be in,” Pippa whispered, fearing that, if he wasn’t, she would fall apart right there on his doorstep.
outfit.