There is some control

Alexis wandered out to the grounds; wearing a pale red-ish dress, that she bought not a long while ago. It was a bright, sunny spring day. One of the most beautiful days she had seen in a while. Although it's not like she could remember if she had ever even experienced a beautiful day like this one. Ever since she was turned into a wolf, she couldn't remember anything about her past. Her family, friends, past crushs (and anything of the sort), she couldn't remember any of it.

It made her mad, that she couldn't remember. She felt like there was a void in her life, where all those things were supposed to be. But she couldn't do anything about it, just deal with it. So now she was trying to become accustomed to being a werewolf. To changing once a month; which is hard since she could never feel normal with the transformation. It always felt like she was transforming for the first time.

(posting as Blake for now)

Blake hadnt always been a Werewolf. At least, that was what his mum told him. He thought that his dad was a werewolf because he was gone so much but he realy didnt know. He didnt know how long he'd been a werewolf or who changed him into one. But he still thought that was one of the cool things about him.

He sometimes spent his days at the lake to think about everything he could remember. He remembered the day his grand mum died and the day they learned of his fathers death in the War but he couldnt remember anything that would give him a clue to how long he was a werewolf or who changed him

Alexis walked to the Great Lake, after wandering around the rest of the grounds. She sat down under a blooming tree and looked at the lake. It seemed so peaceful, like nothing was going on. But that was what nature did. It made everything seem calm and normal, no matter how messed up things were. That calmed Lex down just a little, but not very much. Her instincts told her that what had happened a few nights ago, was only the beginning of worse things to come.

She could see that the professors and the headmaster were taking precautions as to how to stop the Death Eaters, but it didn't seem like it would be enough. She sighed softly and paid attention to the lake once more. Her thoughts of when she became a wolf kept creeping up on her. No matter how much she pushed them back, they kept coming back, and this only succeeded in reminding her that she no longer had a family(or so her siblings told her, except Annie-the only one to still talk to her.)