The luminous hospital lights were bright and intrusive. A gasp escaped chapped, broken lips and Elijah’s eyelids flickered over his chocolate orbs as he fought the glow; in the end though, his eyes focused. His brain sent the appropriate messages down to his arm and his muscles contracted as he lifted his right arm. The joint moved easily as he bent the arm and he brought his hand, heavier than he remembered, to his face. Then, as the weight became too much, he let it fall above his face onto his cheek. A quiet groan flew up Elijah’s throat and left his mouth. But as it did, his ears twigged slightly. Something was wrong. He knew groans were deep as they were quite guttural, especially his, but that was far too deep, too dark and too rustic. And then his face became aware of his hand and vice versa. His palm was larger than he recalled and his face more chiselled. There were no sunken cheek bones or the remnants of baby fat. He just simply had a properly formed face. As much as he’d been dreaming of that – of a properly formed body and the end of that gangly mess he was used to – he hadn’t exactly been expecting it. Micah had said people didn’t change overnight hadn’t he? So what was this?
Again, Elijah groaned; and once again it sounded odd to his ears.
Letting his hand fall away from his face, Elijah’s fingers grazed the splattering of hair on his jaw. He jumped a little and forced his fingers back up to touch it. He didn’t remember having that either. Some of the older boys did. They boasted about their masculinity in a way that was ultimately more intimidating than them with their wands out. Elijah knew he could take them in a fair fight but there was no such thing as a fair fight – not with those boys involved. No, they’d grab him and they’d let Isaak have his way with Elijah. He’d hex him and punch him and try out as many new spells as his tiny brain could retain. They’d often get him while he was unawares in the hallways. He was too good at hiding now so they had to catch him between classes. Elijah wondered if that was what had happened; whether this time...he hadn’t been able to fix the damage they’d done.
He couldn’t hear anyone else, just his own gentle breathing and the strong and steady thump in his chest. He closed his eyes again and held them there for a few minutes, content in the darkness, before pealing his eyelids back once more. He then lifted his arm again, putting more effort into it than he would have done before. Before what, though? His mind prompted him and waited for answer but Elijah couldn’t find one. Before the boys had ambushed him he supposed. He couldn’t remember though. He’d still remember even when they stashed him in broom closets and he woke up disorientated hours later only to emerge just as a teacher or a prefect was walking down the corridor. He’d always remember, even if it was only little things; even if it was only the pain.
The sound of a door opening prompted Elijah to quickly place his hand and arm back where they were before clamping his eyes shut. He exhaled heavily and tried, no doubt in vain, to get his breathing to regulate. The people that had entered seemed to have not heard and understandably so as they were in a conversation; a conversation about him. Stelladora had always told Elijah never to eavesdrop. He knew that he shouldn’t have done so but he was awake and they were making no effort to be quiet for his sake much less anyone else’s. So, without any other option, Elijah chose to listen.
“You can’t pretend any differently, Viktor! This is the fourth time he’s been in hospital this year to my knowledge! Your boy is turning into a liability and Merlin only knows how many times he’s been here without telling any of us! This is all because he’s not under your roof, Viktor Krum! You need Elijah home. You need him where you can keep an eye on him otherwise he’ll end up dead! He’s lucky to be alive, Viktor! Don’t you realise that? The whole place was ablaze! Three children nearly lost their father and we don’t even know why! He’s your son, Viktor, and so far, seventeen years down the line, you don’t even know a single thing about him – let alone why he nearly died!”
Elijah held back a breath as he listened to the rant. The voice was firm, strained and clouded with emotion. He could picture the tears in the woman’s eyes for it was a female voice; one belonging to his Aunt Iskra. He pictured her with her long, waist-length blonde locks but when he cracked an eye open to look at her, Elijah found a completely different appearance. She was greying and looked as if dying her hair mahogany had been a last ditch effort to ward off time. Her eyes had laugh lines around the sides and her forehead bore the strain of life. She was old, worn. He remembered her aging, yes, but still in the prime of life. She was not old by wizarding standards when he had last laid eyes on her. Now she looked strange. She was still beautiful, that Elijah could not deny, but she looked aged and tired as if a hospital was the last place she wanted to be – not that it was Elijah’s choice of locations mind you.
The next person Elijah laid eyes (or eye) on was his father; Viktor Krum IV. Elijah had always wondered why he hadn’t been called Viktor after his father and his father’s father etcetera but he could remember vaguely in his mind the voice of a woman murmuring ‘Elijah’ to him. ‘My baby boy’, she called him and ‘My treasure’. He didn’t know whose voice it had been and Elijah doubted he’d ever know. It was some sort of comfort though. It meant that someone loved him. It ensured someone loved him; even if it was for a few seconds. But his father looked as worn and grey as Iskra did but not in such a visible way. He looked older but he did not look wise – far from it. Elijah could see the stress on his face and the worry in his eyes. His shoulders were tense and his hands clenched as if he was trying to stop himself from lashing out. He would not hurt her in any way – Elijah knew this – but in knowing that, Elijah wondered where his mother was.
Elijah’s heart clenched at the thought of his mother shopping in Milan or Barcelona while he lay on his back in an uncomfortable hospital bed.
He was stopped from pondering upon this though, as his father’s voice cut through the pregnant silence in the room. Elijah’s mind had barely begun to decode the words when the door opened and closed. It was then that he realised that he was thinking in English. He wasn’t thinking in Bulgarian or French – but why his mind supplied French, Elijah didn’t know. Micah had showed no willing or desire to teach him anything to do with the French so Elijah passed the anomaly off as wishful thinking. Still, he couldn’t help but be a little bit bothered by the English-based thoughts. He understood every word without fail which left him dumbstruck. He’d always found English difficult and he was adamant he’d never be able to understand. The fact that he could and that his thought patterns were in the language left Elijah feeling slightly intimidated; and what was this French nonsense for goodness sake?
“I just spoke with one of the Healers. He said Elijah will be fine eventually but they said something odd showed up on some of the inspections they did on his head. They said nothing more on that – oh Iskra don’t look like that. He’s alive isn’t he? Just be glad those poor children weren’t there. Has anyone thought to owl Chastity; or even go looking for her?”
Elijah recognised his Uncle Adric’s voice and he listened intently for more to be said. His father gave a non-committable grunt and Iskra informed her brother that a group of Angelovas had gone out looking for her and the children. Elijah had no idea what this meant. He understood that someone with children had been wherever he had been and now she was gone, her name was Chastity, and she was being looked for by some of the bastardised descendants of Nia Angelova. The woman and her children sounded rather important and Elijah couldn’t work out for the life of him why they would send the Angelovas. He knew how his family felt about them and if baffled Elijah as to why they would send one of them – let alone a group – to go and fetch someone that had become important to the family.
Elijah should have known better than to question his father’s judgment; and he did but that didn’t mean his judgment was worth a pinch of salt. It was both a spoken an unspoken rule that you did not trust the Angelovas with something important. Elijah didn’t know what had changed to make them send the Angelovas but Elijah wasn’t going to question it if they got the job done and found the girl. They’d been waiting to prove their worth and it was about time they had their chance. Elijah’s prejudice against them was inbred not because of his own formed opinion. He’d been influenced and, like the rest of his family, he believed them to be a threat instead of a group of people that just wanted to be accepted by the family they’d been born into. Elijah knew he should have been trying to put weight on decisions that favoured the Angelovas but he was as scared of the consequences as many of his cousins were. So, just like the rest, Elijah stayed silent where they were involved.
“The Healer mentioned something about memory loss,” Adric murmured. Elijah’s ears twitched slightly at this but he forced himself to remain still. “The Healer said he could have lost anything up to a few weeks to a couple of years. He hinted it was the latter but also mentioned he could have lost everything. Has he woken up at all?”
There was a chorus of grumbles and Elijah felt eyes on him. He held his breath and listened as his Aunt’s heels clicked across the tiled hospital floor. He felt her long, greying hair tickle his arms as she leaned over him, blocking out the intrusive light, and he fought to keep his cool. He didn’t want to wake up just yet. He was content where he was. Elijah had a feeling she knew he was awake though and as she continued to loom, the tickling became too much. She blew air across the bridge of his nose and that was what finally undid the boy. He stifled a giggle and he heard Iskra laugh in triumph. Elijah’s eyes snapped open and he looked around, fully taking in the shocked faces of his father and his uncle; as well as the smug smirk that sat on his Aunt’s lips.
“I’m sorry I eavesdropped,” Elijah apologised meekly. He felt Iskra’s lips against his cheek and his face filled with blood as a bashful smile took his mouth upwards. He laughed awkwardly and as the sound filled the room; his eyebrows came together in confusion. It was a deep guffaw that sounded far too foreign to him. He knew his laugh and it wasn’t this. What exactly had Isaak and his friends done? And what was that about memory loss? He remembered everything fine. Well, everything that had happened prior to the attack. Elijah bit his lip and he met the gaze of his father. Viktor took his wand from his pocket and Elijah watched as the tip was pointed towards him. Swallowing, Elijah closed his eyes and exhaled slowly. When nothing happened though, he opened one and found his father standing at the foot of the bed.
“Who is Vivienne Mercier?” Viktor demanded of his son. Elijah’s eyes opened fully and Iskra helped him to sit up. Viktor clicked his fingers impatiently as Elijah settled himself against the soft pillows and he eyed his father curiously before shaking his head. “She’s your daughter’s mother.” Viktor spat before glaring in Adric’s direction. “Next question: Who is Thierry’s mother?”
As the pressure to get a right answer fell on Elijah’s shoulders, his breathing began to speed up. He wracked his brain for answers that he knew he should have been able to supply. His eyes darted around the room, desperately seeking help from his aunt and uncle. They refused to help as more information was fired at Elijah as he failed the questions. His breathing continued to increase in speed and soon, all Elijah could hear was the pumping of blood in his ears. His eyes grew to the size of saucers and his mouth fell open as he struggled to get air into his lungs. It was as if everything that was going in was being rejected. Tears sprang in his eyes and he gripped the sheets strewn over his lower body. He heard his aunt shout but that was the last he heard before he once again descended into the abyss of unconsciousness.