Spacing out.

Being accused of lying made Julian red, but then he admitted to his small pleasure and telling him not to feel ashamed or as he said "embarrassed". This allowed him to feel comforted, possibly understood. Julian crossed his arms, head down and bit his bottom lip and hesitated as Elijah invited him to sit. He really didn't want to explain it, or why he wanted him to, but it was like Julian meta lwas and he was a magnet pulling him close(or vise versa)

Now as you could tell, he couldn't resist but to do what he was told. And so he sat down and took the book, starting with basics of who the characterswere and the situation. Later he went into depth, and basically it wasn't anything like fantasy as you'd classify it as, but Julian's fantasy definition: romance and basically anything to fall in that category. He went on and didn't really seem comfortable doing, some what embarrassed and his words slurred, he had trouble with his throat being dry and blushing, adding light sweating. He wasn't good with even talking to one person, just being put on the spot in any situation made him nervous, and it was still unusual for him to even talk he guessed everyone thought he was completely mute.

Julian stopped his summary, which wasn't really a shortening of the story, mostly it was like he read the whole thing. So honestly he did love this book no matter what he claimed not to know of its existence he really enjoyed much, even when explaining he could hear in his voice that he was still completely fascinated. It was some what sad, or pathetic he knew the main details of the story, it shown how he desperately he wanted once experience what he'd read.

"That's it," he concluded.

((sorry I couldn't think of a book so I just went wing it.))

The boy's detail astounded Elijah. For someone who hadn't read the book, Elijah smirked at this thought, he sure knew a lot about it. Elijah couldn't help but listen. Even if he hadn't wanted to, there wouldn't have been much to distract himself with. As he listened, he indulged in the cigarette he'd lit, taking long drags and taking extra care to blow rings instead of plumes of random smoke.

When the boy brought the story to a climax, Elijah placed his cigarette between his lips. He brought his hands together and clapped gently, making sure to not sound mocking. He took his cigarette away and flicked the ash out of the window, blowing another mouthful of smoke in that general direction.

"Sounds good," Elijah murmured before grinning, "so..you haven't read it, huh?"

Julian watched the smoke fill the air, it burned his eyes and they seemed to be a little red. It didn't bother him much, the smoking just that if they would be farther away from him so he wouldn't be effected. Being nice, also that he's too shy, Julian wouldn't dare say word about it even if it was uncomfortable for him. Instead he just saw how some what intrigued Elijah was, he did huff a smile as as he seemed sarcastic when repeating the claim that he hadn't read it. He then agreed that it was a good book."I guess I lied..I've read it once," he lied once more, sort of joke as anyone in their right mind could tell he had read it more that once.

He fiddled with the book that was in his had and again offered the book to Elijah as he placed it out for him to take it. Again his head was slightly down and small smile, but he fought the smile back like always causing him to have a plain expression. It would be hard for Julian to want to show emotion, he was one of or the only mute at Hogwarts and being that he didn't want to attention to himself, but talking someone seemed to help him get comfortable with being given attention to. So this visit wasn't something Julian didn't enjoy. he started to believe he maybe could soon be bit more social. though still doubtful.

For some reason, the boy before the artist, intrigued him. He was rather beautiful. Not handsome but instead, beautiful. The desire to paint him, or at the very least draw him, was great but the desire to corrupt him somewhat was even greater. Elijah had had many a weapon thrown at him during his time of sexual promiscuity. He'd deflowered many young ladies and gentlemen and he was proud to say they enjoyed every single aching second of it. He didn't know if he wanted to do such scandalous things to Julian but sex in a library was still on his list of things to do before he died.

Still, Julian was a bit too skittish for that. Perhaps just a...

"Julian.." Elijah murmured, slipping off of the seat and moving to the Ravenclaw. "Would you mind if I... tried something?"

Julian put his hand down as his offer was ignored, he supposed it wasn't so important as something else Elijah seemed to have on his mind. Julian felt like he was being judge some how, possibly paranoia. As his name was spoken he looked alert and stared at the guy. They were now closer and Julian was hoping to continue to breath normally as he was before the shortened space between them, it would be really embarrassing if a gust of wind from his mouth blew his face that would probably cause the guy to fall over. As a question as asked, he didn't really listen so much, he was feeling a bit uncomfortable, well both comforted and not. He later made out the words and thought.

"What is it?" he asked, wasn't really curious, but for the hell of it just to be sure it wasn't something that would hurt him. He feared that Elijah would probably stop his kind like attitude and switch his personalities. Most people would have just made fun of him by now, it was surprising he hadn't and Julian kinda thought the thing he wanted to try was involving something that would lower his self-esteem and make him regret speaking to him. Always thinking the worse he was, nothing good would come out of anything was his hypothesis

So Julian awaited answer and tried to keep his head up high, also to keep calm.

Hesitance showed on the boy's face. That just intrigued him further. Elijah felt the sides of his lips twitch involuntarily as he watched the boy almost squirm in the shadow Elijah's height had cast over him. He was exactly like a little mouse, one that Elijah felt compelled to look after instead of play with -- for once. He wanted to experience the small boy. Elijah wanted to understand. But he also wanted to scare him, which was why he had planned what he had planned.

Elijah had noticed Julian's hand fall and the offer of the book had not gone unrecognised. Elijah would take it in due time, however, and would see to it that he actually read the thing. He didn't want it to sit on his bookshelf forever.

Now, though, he was focused on Julian, his eyes raking over the Ravenclaw. A small smirk sat on Elijah's lips and he moved forward once more, holding Julian's gaze. The boy was calm and quietly confident which amused Elijah. Well, not amused but...he was glad for him.

Raising a hand, Elijah ran his fingers through the front of Julian's hair. He let them drop and dance down the side of his face, across his shoulder, down his arm and finally, his hand stopped at the boy's hip.

"This,"

Elijah murmured and decided to bite the bullet before Julian shot him with it. In one swift movement, before Elijah's mind could even register what he was doing, his lips were on Julian's.

As eyes met Julian could see something being planned, he could figure exactly what. He did care really, good or bad he just wanted to to be fast and quick. When something finally happened he never saw it coming, a surprise attack. Julian felt the hairs around the areas that Elijah was dragging his hand by stick up, he skin some how tightened and he could hardly breathe so the worries of his breathing problem wasn't a problem any longer.

As the next step came it didn't seem real, his lips touching someone else's didn't seem real, but the reality was true. He tried few times to wake up for he believed he had fallen and hit his head on a rock. He soon turned his head fearing someone was making a mistake, he got to his feet almost pushing the stool or chair he sat in to the floor."I'm not really worth getting in trouble for," he said referring to that the librarian would spot them. He peered out to see if he could spot the librarian, she wasn't too far and wasn't noticeable.

Now you'd think he would be happy this finally had come, to your surprise he never did receive a kiss other then from his family; more like a peck of the cheek, and he was one to imagine this situation and couldn't wait for it happen. Yet being like he is, Julian just had to take part in ruining something for himself or he could possibly have saved him from something he wouldn't be ready to do.

The boy was as skittish as Elijah thought he was going to be. He ducked away from Eli sooner than Elijah felt he should have done and he was half tempted to pull Julian back, pushing down onto the pillows and ravish him. That probably wouldn't go down with Chase, or the librarian though so Elijah wisely kept his thoughts to himself. Still, he couldn't help but feel that his job was unfinished.

Rising to his feet once more, Elijah walked over to Julian. He gave him a light push on the shoulder, hoping to send him back behind a large bookshelf that would shield them from the librarian's prying eyes. Elijah licked his lips and leaned over Julian, placing his hands eagerly on the boy's hips. Elijah leaned down and gently grazed Julian's lips with his own.

"You are most definitely worth getting in trouble for," Elijah told him. "You are delicious. Just give in, Julian."

Elijah's fingers teased the belt on Julian's trousers. They brushed past though, deciding not to linger. He walked his fingers up Julian's arm and he smiled, letting his hand fall away. Elijah leaned forward and blew air against Julian's ear. He licked the boy's ear lobe and whispered once more,

"Give in."

As Elijah followed Julian and pushed him towards the bookshelf. This did frighten him, though it was soft and light it made him feel unsafe for a moment. He watched Elijah, him licking his lips and barely touch Julian's, sort of holding him as his grabbed Julian's hips. He felt safe then, like he was being taken care of, he never could realize he was just a piece of meat and didn't want to so he allowed the touching and such.

As he was told to give he wanted to, he couldn't though. He thought about it and he knew nothing of this person, he only knew his intentions of getting into Julian's pants. Julian also figured nobody could start to go to much into something, so he realized this was probably what he did to many people. Julian wasn't one to be dumb, his necklace help with that, it would take much to get him to give everything up in one day. As he repeated telling him to give in it was like he was charming him, forcing him by magic to throw himself at him, it was ear lob thing that ticked that. He could hardly resist, it was mostly because nobody took a second look at Julian, or he wasn't looking if they did.

So Julian tried to push Elijah away.

"Stop," she ordered. It wasn't a yell or scream to keep him away, kinda like please stop without the please.

"I can't... its just too fast," he added.

He hoped to get through and keep him away. Julian was deeply wanting affection, but not desperate to just give himself to anyone just feel loved. He started to realize he was worth something to someone, but still felt he wasn't worth a lot.

There was a difference between what Julian's body was telling Elijah and what Julian's mouth was. Truth be told, Elijah didn't want to hear what the latter had to say. He was much more interested in what the former wanted. Despite the coaxing, Julian was much stronger than Elijah gave him credit for. It was such a shame.

Still, Elijah wasn't one to force someone into something. He'd been in a similar position before, skittish and afraid. The difference was that the atmosphere and intent hadn't been at all sexual. No, he'd set out to hurt and what was worse was that he'd come in a pack that had no intention of letting run away. It was memories like that that made his decision to run away seem more and more appropriate than it already had been.

So when Julian made his request, Elijah removed his hands, held them in the air, and backed away. Elijah inclined his head to Julian and lowered his arms.

"I apologize." Elijah rolled up the sleeves of his shirt and gave Julian a smile. "Am I allowed to borrow the book still; or has that offer been retracted?"