A Conversation (M)

Julia could feel her head feeling lighter on her shoulders, and the nausea crept up on her almost instantly. The stomach ache wasn't bad enough for her to stop, in fact, it almost felt good. Julia's body recognized this sensation to be nausea, but her head recognized it to be butterflies. She hadn't felt so many butterflies in her life, except at that moment. She knew there was a reason, and she always got nervous before she got that "close" to a boy, but they were never as intense as they were then.

There was a reason for them, obviously, and it was clear that they were because of who she was with. She had to control herself, and she had to constantly remind herself not to get her hopes up of what would become of them afterward. Julia winced silently as she felt another tingle against her stomach, it felt as if that butterfly in particular had sharp knives on the end of it's wings.

As soon as she felt Scorpius' hands against her skin, the butterflies seemed to melt away. His touch tingled on its own; like ice on fire. She liked the feeling, and the dizziness that came along with it. Julia pulled away from Scorpius' lips for a moment to unzip her dress. Slowly, she slid off the blue sparkling fabric from her form and let it fall to the floor. Her delicate skin was bare, and if it weren't for Scorpius on top of her, she would have been shivering to death by now.

Julia blushed as she lay nearly nude beneath Scorpius. She wondered what was going through his mind, what he was thinking about. She basically knew what he was thinking about, but she wanted to know what he thought of her, and her body, more importantly. Before she could see Scorpius' reaction to the bare upper-half of her body, Julia wrapped her arms around his neck, pulling him closer against her, her lips stuck to his.

The moment was coming soon, Julia knew, as she began stripping off the rest of Scorpius' clothing. She wondered what it would be like, a "night" with him. She was quite sure he was good, how else would he be getting so many girls? Julia remembered some stories she had overheard some Slytherin girls talking about in the dormitories in the past. She remembered how she would blush whenever they talked about him, and how she would wish that she was the one snogging him behind a bush on the outskirts of the forbidden forest. But now, it was her; she had him, now. And she had sincerely hoped that she would have him for the rest of the time she was breathing.

Scorpius had ever cared much for blood, it had never made much sense to him why they were more important then the others just as 'pureblood.' Of course, he used it to his advantage sometimes, but at times, his families craze for pureblood became extremely annoying. It rendered relationships like this out of the question. With Suzannah and her friends around, there was not a possibility of keeping a secret. And Sue didn't waste much time telling their parents either. Of course, it had happened before, and apparently he had not learnt his lessons. He decided he wouldn't care anymore about that though. Come graduation, he would be completely independent.

IT was surprising how quick it was all going. It had seemed like they were taking forever, but now suddenly it had happened. He hadn't really expected it, they had gone to the dance as friends, but then had a couple of drinks and now they were here. It did occur to Scorpius that he was probably going a bit too fast. Had he been thinking more clearly, he would have preferred to take it more slowly with Julia. Perhaps taking her out on a date at least, but he could hardly stop now, he was acting on instinct.

Scorpius was breathing hard when she pulled away from the kiss, to take off her dress. He caught a glimpse of her body, but then she was pulling him back for another kiss, so he explored the new bare skin with his hands, touching and caressing her lovely skin. Breaking apart for air, he kissed her gently down to her neck. " Your beautiful Julia," he whispered. "I must of been crazy for waiting so long."

But he wasn't going to wait any longer. Scorpius pulled away from her, standing up, and easily scooped her up into his arms. He carried her to the bedroom of the suite, and placed her down, before kissing her again, wondering what to do next.

Julia imagined what the time was; it seemed like they were taking forever to get to the point. By the time they actually made it to the room, it was most likely well past two. Quickly, she peeked over at the grandfather clock in the corner; it read two forty-three. Wow, she thought, turning back to Scorpius. She figured that they would be staying up all night, they would be fairly busy, after all. Julia ran her fingers through Scorpius' soft blonde hair as he kissed up and down her neck. "Please don't keep me waiting any more" Julia begged, kissing along his jaw.

Julia smiled wide at the compliment that Scorp gave her. It felt good to know that he thought she was beautiful, and it made her feel even more beautiful. She pulled him closer to her, as close as their limited space would allow. She inhaled the air around her; it was sweet, masculine, and appealing. It drew her in, and made her want him even more. At that point, she didn't care what happened with them afterward, she simply wanted him now.

Julia blushed when Scorpius stood up knowing that he could get a better view of her body,and instantly covered herself by instinct. Quickly realizing what she was doing, she uncovered herself, and held on to him as he scooped her up. "We should have done this a lot sooner..." She whispered into his ear, running her index finger along the back of his neck. "You don't know how long I've been dreaming of this moment... dreaming of you..." She admitted, blushing, as he lay her on the bed. She couldn't say anything else before his lips were stuck to her's once again.

This time, Julia was being slightly more aggressive. She pulled off the rest of his clothes quickly, and deepened their kiss. She took a quick glance at his body; it was even better than she had imagined it would be. She blushed slightly and pulled him on to the bed with her. She rolled on top of him and kissed him tenderly. She continued to trail her lips down his neck and collarbone, and trailed her hands down his body until she reached his lower stomach. Slightly, she pulled away, looking at Scorpius cautiously, and wondered if she could continue.

Scorpius had enjoyed the foreplay, but now his patience was running low. He knew what she wanted, what he wanted. He could feel her getting more aggressive, her kisses more passionate and wanting. It was still too slow for him though. He turned them over again, so he was on top. He was excited, pleased and yet oddly quite nervous. But it all came to this, and he was ready as he could ever be.
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Scorpius woke up in the morning with a major headache, no doubt due of the amount of alcohol he had drunk last night. But he hardly cared about the hangover. Scorpius felt really happy. He had spent most of last night banishing the thoughts of his family and reputation from his mind, but now he was glad he done so. It did confuse him why it had taken so long for him to realize that it didn't really matter, all that had been holding him back. Family had been and still was an important thing to Scorpius, but if they would turn their backs on him for choosing to do what he wanted to, then they could go to hell.

Turning a little, he looked at Julia, still sleeping. Leaning forward a little, he roused her with a kiss, brushing her hair with his hand. It was a simple, gentle kiss, quite contrasting to last night, for while he had been hot and impatient last night, he was now gentle and focused. It was strange how quickly and easily it had happened, Scorpius reflected. He had always doubted how Julia felt about him. With every other girl you just knew, but Julia had always been a friend to him, and he for a long time he had believed that was all she wanted to be. But he was glad he had been confident enough to make the move. Scorpius had enjoyed the night more than any before, so that was good. Most of the times he had sex it had just been casual, and it had felt different this time. This wasn't the first time though… He remembered Rose Weasley too, who he had more or less betrayed in obedience to his family's wishes. He wasn't going to make the same mistake twice.

Nothing lasts forever, keep your loved ones close or you'll be left all alone, his father had once told him. If only his father had followed his own advice, Scorpius thought dully. But Scorpius would. He might not have been a great person up to this point, but everyone could change.

Julia woke up to a stream of white light coming from the large window beside the bed. She didn't open her eyes, until she remembered that she wasn't alone. She smiled lightly as she felt Scorpius' lips brush against hers, and gently pushed her lips back. The simple kiss was certainly an understatement to the previous night, but was almost just as sweet. At that point, she hadn't opened her eyes yet, nor had she said anything to him; she was too content for words, and too tired for that matter. She was still in total shock from last night, she had never expected something like that to happen between them, as much as she hoped, she could never really picture it.

Julia opened her eyes slightly, and peeked over at Scorpius with a sweet smile on her face. "Good morning," She whispered. It certainly was a good morning, indeed. Julia felt glowing; she had experienced that type of intimacy before, of course, but never to that level. She used to hook up with boys, and there wasn't anything there, but last night with Scorpius, she felt a connection. Like they were meant for each other. Julia didn't want to rush into things, but she did want to stay that way with Scorp. They had reached a level of "friendship" from which they couldn't return without completely diminishing their relationship.

Julia thought about things for a while. What would happen now? Will they go their separate ways or pretend like nothing happened? Or, will they become an official couple? She wasn't sure what would happen, but she hoped they would become a couple. Julia found herself beginning to shiver, and pulled the covers closer to her body. They apparently didn't put their clothes back on before they went to sleep. Without a word, Julia scooted herself closer to Scorpius and was soon laying against him; she cuddled herself tightly against him, trying to get warmer.

Julia hoped that things wouldn't become awkward with them afterward, that was the main thing that she was afraid of, next to rejection. Julia tried not to think about that, all that mattered right now was Scorpius; they would sort things out later.

(Sorry it took so long, I just started school, and I'm trying not to get distracted haha)