Adam’s response to her blunt question came hesitantly, and Amelia could tell she had made him uncomfortable by putting him on the spot with such a harsh opening line. Although she was being anything but welcoming, the boy had still managed to compliment Amelia’s music again in his response, which made Amelia feel slightly guilty for having treated him so badly. She felt she was justified in being annoyed at the interruption – she didn’t go bursting in on other people, and yet they so often did it to her – but she probably could have handled the situation with more grace.
Now who sounds like her mother? Amelia’s subconscious asked sarcastically, in reference to her thinking the phrase “handled the situation with more grace.” That is exactly the way Antoinette would have phrased it, and just thinking about her mother’s thoughts on her current situation – not to mention the glare she would have been giving Amelia – made the redhead sigh heavily, knowing that she would not have to resign herself to trying to make up for what she had said. Her mother wasn’t even around and she was still managing to make Amelia do what she wanted.
“Thank you… again,” Amelia repeated, though this time more earnestly. It was flattering to hear people appreciate her music, though she did not often play for an audience by choice. Occasionally, Antoinette would force her into some kind of public appearance, but generally, Amelia played only to an empty room.
“I’m Amelia,” she added, trying to backtrack in the conversation and say the things she ought to have said earlier. Adam had already given his introduction, so hers was late in coming, but better late than never.
With her name given, however, the scales were nearly balanced back to neutral, but Adam had still paid her a compliment that she had not returned. She could not immediately think of anything complimentary to say to the boy who had started her when he came into the tower uninvited, so she found herself looking him over. He was not exceptionally tall, but taller than she was. He had a very European look about him, with fair skin and light eyes. His face had a pleasing symmetry about it, but he was not altogether striking.
I don’t think ‘pleasing facial symmetry’ counts as an acceptable social compliment, Amelia’s subconscious had to reminded her, though this should have been obvious. Clearly Amelia was going to fail in the compliment-doling department, so she forged ahead, trying to sound more pleasant this time, though what she was saying was difficult for her.
“You can stay, if you like,” Amelia said, gesturing to the free chair on the side of the room. She herself was standing, but only because she preferred to stand when she played. Amelia would rather have asked the boy to leave, thereby resurrecting her previous solitude, but she was going for pleasant, and dismissing the foreign student would not really have fallen into that category.
“I even occasionally take requests,” Amelia added, trying to sound conversational and light, but instead managing to sound incredibly awkward, even to her own ears, which magnetized her retinas to the floor almost immediately, darting them up every few seconds to see Adam’s reaction to her social ineptitude. She would not be at all surprised if he got back on his broom and flew out the window, which would not be entirely unwelcome, but it would be further proof that she really was incapable of mastering the social skills her mother was constantly forcing on her.
I think that ship has already sailed… Amelia’s subconscious did not hesitate to add.