Her breakfast had gone cold. Christian had run off to a study session with Molly that Ace claimed she didn't need. It was barely a lie, she didn't need to study as closely as she paid attention in class, but she wasn't one to pass up extra study opportunities either. He looked at her like he didn't believe her, but seemed to remember what she had insisted all over Christmas break. If you don't treat me like nothing happened, I'll murder you in your sleep. So he left.
And time had passed. The bulk of the students eating had gotten up and left and yet she waited, not exactly sure what she was waiting for.
And then it came in.
It.
Christian would be hurt, probably angry but mindful of the fact that he had no right to be, that she still wanted to watch Pavo Hitchens, still let herself be in a room with him, without allies. She couldn't stop. Couldn't turn away her gaze. Especially now that the number had grown...
Gretel Elkin was one of the few that Pavo seemed to spend one on one time with. It was either him and his sister, or him and the group, but she had seen the two of them walking together. She seemed to do almost no talking, simply walked alongside with a peaceful look. Just listened. And he... just... talked...
She realized she was bending her spoon. She let it go with a clatter, causing a nearby first year to jolt. She shot him a look and forced herself to relax. A plan was forming and it was impossible. Especially alone.
She found a familiar figure and was suddenly crossing towards the Gryffindor table. She flopped down next to Alva, not looking at her, her fingernails tapping anxiously on the tabletop. "Alright, Zolkin? Exams going well?"