Roaming the campground up by the lake where we swam
We were hunting for snakes, but we couldn’t find them.
The car whipped down the road. Molly didn’t know how Margo had convinced her eldest brother to drive, but she had. She and Margo sat up front, though the blonde spent the majority of the ride turned in her seat, chin on her hands, as she animatedly spoke to Kathryn Jericho, turning around only to point out interesting landmarks and tell her brother to shove off when he made a cheeky comment. Molly kept her eyes on the road – someone had to. And she didn’t exactly trust the Richards with heavy machinery.
But time went on and she allowed herself to relax, allowed her eyes to wander, allowed her fingers to fumble with the straps in her backpack. She wondered if anyone had followed Ace’s rules. She doubted it. She had brought a flask and cigarettes. Margo probably had worse.
Her eyes drifted towards the rearview mirror and looked at the stringbean of a blonde in the back seat. If she didn’t know better, she would have thought Ace looked defeating, but not even Margo Richards in her most hedonistic scheming mindset could derail the youngest Longbottom. But she did look a special shade of miserable. Christian and Apollo were supposed to join them, of course. But the latter had never accepted the invitation, much too busy with his apprenticeship. Christian had, and while he had been intended to go, Ace had been the most enthusiastic of the group, excited to test their abilities with survival.
And then not one, but two clerks called in sick. On the day of the new shipment. Ace had tried to reschedule, and then insisted she not go at all. Few people could convince Ace to do something she didn’t want to. Some would say no one could. But Christian did. At least this once.
She must have felt Molly’s gaze, because those stormy eyes lifted to meet the crystal one in the mirror. Ace shifted, frowning pointedly, and turned her chin away, leaning her head against the window. Molly’s eyes slid over to Kathryn, eyes alight but face somehow closed off, even to Margo, someone she seemed strangely eager to investigate. That was what Molly saw in this strange, budding friendship. An ego and an investigator. It wasn’t hard to guess which Margo was. Figuring out the middle Jericho would take more effort.
And Molly’s eyes continued to travel. To an unruly mop of hair and thin, silent lips. To a boy who struck her as neither loved nor hated, neither legendary nor unknown. The eldest Jericho was liked and known, smart and seemingly unobtrusive. And it seemed very strange to realize that all that separated her from him was a seat back.
His eyes shifted towards her. Warm chocolate brown against cold icy blue. Her eyes moved, more quickly than she meant, back to the road, leaving her only with the imprint of his inquisitive eyes.
Surrounding by nothing but the nothing surrounded us..
The campground was idyllic. A little clearing in the woods. The sounds of the lake lapping up against the makeshift dock. A half mile hike along the water led to a rope swing and a small, smooth cliff, perfect for jumping. It was quiet. Calm.
“You said it would be a survival weekend.”
Ace stood over Margo Richards, her fishing pole in hand. Margo and Kathryn were sitting at a log in front of the fire Casper had conjured, peeling the bark off of sticks to make skewers for the bags of marshmallows in their laps. Margo glanced around, grinning widely, trying to defuse the situation without understanding it fully. Casper was driving the stake of his tent further into the ground, watching curiously. Molly, having been unrolling her sleeping bag, looked up as well.
“Look, I loved the idea of survival weekend, but I did bring some… extra stuff.”
“Extra?”
“Marshmallows. Sausages. Crisps…. Beers. Some vodka-“
“We said essentials only,” Ace said, grip tightening on her fishing rod.
“They’re essential to me,” Margo quipped with a laugh. Ace stared, swelling, but Margo had no eyes for her. Molly’s eyes moved beyond this scene to the boy behind them who was slowly standing. A look of mild irritation gave way to a relaxed smile as he approached, picking up the other fishing rod. “I’ll go with you. I’ll take a fresh catch over whatever store-bought, factory-made food they’ve brought.”
Ace shot him a scathing look but his smile didn’t buckle, tightening the line on the rod. She nodded and he began to head towards the lake. Ace stalked over to one of her bags, bringing her closer to Molly. She kneeled, thrusting her hands into the bag as Margo and Kathryn continued their topic.
“Sorry,” was all Molly said.
Ace didn’t look up. “Not really you’re not.”
“Yes. I am.”
Ace tilted her head, hand still moving in her bag. “Then I’m guessing you only brought the essentials too. The real essentials. No alcohol or drugs or junk foods.”
She stopped her search, only for a moment, to really look at Molly. But she didn’t need an answer. Her lips pursed knowingly and she yanked out her tackle box, dropped the bag, and stalked out of camp.
“Molly. We’re leaving in half an hour.”
Night fell. Ace had said nothing over dinner. She and Casper ate their fish. Margo and Kathryn ate their sausages and crisps and marshmallows. And Molly smoked her cigarette. Ace excused herself for bed the second the girls took our sparklers. Casper was convinced at last and stood, drawing his name and other patterns in the air with the smoke. Molly joined as well, back angled from the group, drawing twisting images only she could discern, of certain Hufflepuffs grasping hands, of certain muggleborns standing tall, of certain Ravenclaws speaking truths. But like these little mental distractions, their smoky images faded into the night sky, with no one but herself to bear witness.
Night fell. She crawled into the tent with Ace, who she knew wasn’t actually sleeping, but she didn’t bother to point it out. And there she lay. Until the sounds of Margo and Kathryn turned to slight snoring. Until Ace’s breathing slowed. Until the sounds of the outdoors seemed less foreign and almost didn’t sound like anything at all.
It took no time at all, and she was sitting on the dock, legs dangling over the water, chill creeping to her bones. Stars scattered across the sky and reflected in a perfectly impossible rendition across the tranquil lake. She lifted her head skyward and her eyes slide shut.
But it’s just me in my room… with my eyes shut.
“Care for some company?”
“I do mean it. One hour.”
Her eyes slid open. She sat on the edge of her bed, trunks at her feet, last year of Hogwarts ahead of her, regrets deep in her heart. She was alone here. Her mother was calling. Her sister was probably already out the door. But she was here and she was alone. The room was empty. She alone knew it was the last time she would sit on her childhood bed. She alone seemed to understand that her childhood was growing to a close.
Still. No reason to keep her mother waiting, she supposed.