Life is confusing

A few things:

1. My immediate family is often a proper mess. Now is not an exception.
2. We have a family member in a coma, and we don't know what's wrong.
3. I have two jobs, volunteer and am basically doing another job for a friend who doesn't pay me.
4. One of the legit jobs is in food service, so you can surmise from that what that's like.
5. Our whole state is experiencing a terrifying weather pattern involving tornados, hail and high winds. I have an extreme fear of thunder storms, and particularly of tornados because of my multiple bad experiences with them. But I have to sleep through the storm and then drive to work in it.
6. Our attempts at casting this short film are going particularly badly and the discouragement is real.

Overall, I'm a mess. So I'm probably going to continue to struggle with posting, though I intend to keep up with Admin work of course. If anything time-sensitive comes up, PM me on Apollo's account.

<3

Take care of your brain/heart/soul. You have really awesome things on the horizon that you deserve to put your all into, so don't waste away now. People are sucky and life is hard, but I believe in you. If you need anything, I gotchu. Even if it's just sending you a steady stream of memes (tbh this is how I show love now, it's a problem). I'm cheering for you, bae <3 <3 <3

This is me now.

And this will be me soon.

You're a gem. I'd say go for the gifs as well, but we both know I do that enough for the both of us most days. And win all the gif wars. After tomorrow, I get two whole miraculous days off from life. I might actually cry. I'm seriously considering spending those days re-reading every Marissa Meyer book I own and drowning in those feels instead.

I am so sorry I heard all of this. I would like to say now something really helpfull but I am not the best in this things.
So I would just say: stay strong. And if you need anything we will all be here for you ❤❤❤

Thanks, bae <3

The storm just hit, and it's definitely hailing now. My window is pushed back because of the roof but it's hitting the glass anyway because of the wind. Goodbye sleep.

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I have many emotions from this. Hope everything gets better. You know you can always skype me if needed (even if I'm terrible at replying half the time <3)

No worries, lovely! You just let me know if you have time to watch TUT today, tomorrow or Friday

After that I have work again *pouts*

#lateasusual but hang in there, stay strong, etc. etc. Tough times breed toughness and you're already a hardy one, so I don't doubt you'll get through this temporary tornado. It doesn't need saying but keep your eye on the prize and your head up. You'll blow us all away (someday, someday) <3

Sooo, work sucks. The hours suck. I'm trying to do more than I'm able, and oh look, here comes another storm. 10/10, life. Thanks for, like, nothing right now.

At least we have gifs and Hamilton references <3