She was pleasant. Not even pleasant – she was nice. In a funny sort of way she was even charming and it put Jamie right at ease. It helped convince him that he wasn’t scared in the slightest. Then again, he’d been shirking out of dinners and pub extravaganzas with friends and co-workers alike for months now. He’d gone to one and now this dinner was another step which would remove him from his self-imposed hermit lifestyle, even if it was just another four walls albeit with company. He felt a little bit lighter and he was happy to follow her into the kitchen, his eyes eagerly taking in the details.
“I’d love one,” Jamie smiled, adding, “water or juice or something would be great, ta. I’d rather not splinch myself on the way home.” He was known to splinch himself sober, too, but it was more of a lie than anything else. He didn’t want to tempt himself. He’d done well the other night, even if he had woken up with a pounding head because of how long it’d been. He didn’t want to tempt fate – not in the slightest.
Jamie found his eyes following her as she stretched up in vain to the cabinet and he nodded dutifully when she enlisted his help. He crossed the room, his feet passing over the tiles, and his hand unconsciously found the small of her back as he leaned up catching his fingers over the lip of the bowl. He pulled it down off of the shelf and dropped himself back onto the pads of his feet, bringing it to her so she could take it.
“There you go,” he murmured.
With James’ shout, Jamie felt his mind catch up with him and he pulled his hand away, giving her the bowl and turning away from the brunette. He reached up and closed the cupboard as an afterthought and exhaled through his nose as he realised what he’d done. She wasn’t familiar to him – in fact she was starkly unfamiliar. He supposed it was because she was a lady asking for his help that he’d been so tactile and really he knew that he was overreacting but it was his response which scared him. He’d not been that man in a long time. He’d not been comfortable around people – let alone women – in months.
“Take your time, mate!” He shouted back to James and then immediately wanted to smack himself for it because he felt as though that was implying something else entirely.
Jamie passed a wry smile in Anya’s direction, glad that she was a lot calmer about this than he was. Or maybe she’d missed it. Maybe she didn’t mind. Maybe it really was just being a panicky arse. It was probably that. Summoning some courage, Jamie chuckled a little. “I suppose it’s poetic justice in a way,” he uttered, adding, “probably not best to be so clumsy around dragons, though. Do you work with magical creatures as well, love?”
Love? A voice that sounded like Albus’ acerbic incredulity went off in the back of his head. Looks like the old James isn’t so lost on the new one after all. No, somethings never changed.