Ellery had thought that seeing her aunt today would have put her in a better mood than what she had been. She had woken up early, tracked down her old friend Lily, and convinced Lily to apparate her to Diagon so that she could meet her aunt at Fleurish. Aunt Lorinda, the woman who swore to Ellery's parents that she was going to be a witch. The woman who spent the summer before Ellery's first year teaching her most of the things the children at Hogwarts knew from growing up in wizarding families. The woman who always checked up on her, always paid for her school supplies, and always cared. Ellery looked up into the blue eyes of her father's sister and thought about how grateful she was for this woman.
Ellery's eyes dropped back to the coffee resting between her palms, warming her hands. She thought of her 11th birthday. Both of her parents were muggles, and up until then she didn't even know the term muggle. She had walked outside their front door that morning, planning on getting birthday breakfast with her mother, and a big, beautiful brown owl landed in front of her. Ellery remembered it's golden eyes locking with her's for a moment before flying off and leaving a letter where it had landed. Before Ellery could even grasp for it, her mother had picked it up with wide eyes. That was the day everything changed.
Ellery took a deep breath. In through the nose, out through the mouth. Her coffee was in a to-go cup, but she could feel that she'd barely drank anything. Although they were surrounded by bright and happy flowers, Ellery felt dreary.
"Thinking about your mother, Ellie?" Ellery's big brown eyes looked up to meet the blue eyes of her aunt. Her aunt had blue eyes that reminded Ellery of winter, and light brown hair that was wavy today. If anyone looked at them, they probably wouldn't even guess that the two were related. Ellery's features were half-Puerto Rican, with her dark hair and brown eyes. Her mother was Puerto Rican, and from the states. She assumed one of the many reasons her father couldn't stand her was because she inherited a lot from her mother.
Ellery rolled her eyes and dropped them to her coffee again. "What are you, a mind reader?"
"Nope. I'm just your aunt."
Ellery scowled. She listened to Lorinda sigh. "I know you miss her, Ellie. But you have to stop blaming yourself. She's not going to come back." The silence after must have made Lorinda uncomfortable because Ellery could hear her fumbling with her things. A coin purse was placed next to Ellery's right hand that still clutched her coffee. She looked up to her aunt waiting for an explanation. Lorinda stood. "Maybe some shopping will be the therapy you need for the bad mood you've been in since the new year." Ellery knew her aunt meant well, but that last comment stung.
She sipped her coffee as Aunt Lorinda left Fleurish. The coffee wasn't nearly as hot as before, but it wasn't lukewarm either. She took a long drink of it before getting up, putting the coin purse into her jacket pocket and leaving Fluerish herself, coffee in hand.
Ellery was miserable. She had decided against doing quidditch this year, which in all honestly must have been the only place she really acquired friends. Now she was consistently bored and alone. No, not bored. She had discovered a love for reading. She had been filling her mind with muggle books, secretly wishing that she was never born with magic so that her family didn't turn out the way it was. So Ellery wasn't bored, per se. She was just lonely. And although she was okay with time to herself, she was beginning to feel like a speck of dust within Hogwarts. The walls felt too close together and the amount of students sometimes made her want to escape. What really appealed to her sometimes was the idea of just flying away.
Ellery just wanted to fly.
She pulled out the coin purse and surveyed it with her eyes. She assumed that Lorinda had put enough money for a few clothes shopping trips, but all Ellery could think of was a new broom. The sudden whimsical urge to let the sky take all of her problems away made Ellery smile for the first time that day. She made a hard turn and purposefully strode through Diagon Alley, eyes aglow with a goal in mind. So focused, Ellery would probably miss any familiar face in the crowd unless she ran right into them.