Finn knew that if her father knew what she was doing, it would all be over. Her friendships with Ducky and Company would be swiftly ended, probably along with the lives of Ducky and anyone who tried to stop him, and she would be put on house arrest for awhile. She knew her father meant well. She had been raised as a princess, after all, wanting for nothing, save for more company. He wanted her to remain perfect, and not for his own pride, but because he believed her ambition was something that was rooted in her, rather than a conditioned way of being.
And besides, it was not just the perfection of remaining focused and determined to achieve her goals that her father wanted for her. It was safety. He had been explaining for years how dangerous it was for her to be a vampire. How her friends would turn on her, how people would want her dead because she was less of a risk. Then there was the danger of being a teenager, and how her friends would probably be adrenaline junkies just raring to put their lives on the line for the stupidest thing. And how as such a naïve, sweet person she was at risk for being taken advantage of by corrupted minds. And of course, at the tender age of almost-fifteen, boys were always going to be raring to compromise her.
According to her father, she was one of the most at risk youths in the country.
If he were to see her now, ignoring everything he had said, and willingly putting herself into a situation that was obviously a bad idea, he would go ballistic. Insist it was the influence of the heathens in the car and do everything to get back his little girl. So she hoped, for everyone’s sake, that this trip would be short. Besides, what would she say to him? ‘Daddy, you don’t understand, I adore Ducky and can’t stop myself around him?’
Pathetic.
Christian turned questions onto Ducky and Finn turned to look at him, nervously chewing on her lip as she waited for his answer. In response, he merely tipped his head back and roared with laughter. “You’re a riot, Christian.” Finn turned in her seat, real concern flashing onto her expression as she looked to her friends. Tris’ words, though, were reassuring, so she turned back in her seat and settled, swallowing down the anxiety that was always quick to rise inside her, squeezing her hands nervously.
She turned back around at the exchange between the two in the back, rolling her lips awkwardly, not sure whether to laugh or entreat them to settle down. After a moment, she turned back to facing front, deciding she could be of no help. Of course. She let out a long breath when Christian asked Ducky as to their location. She turned her head.
Ducky smiled behind his aviator glasses, looking up into the rearview mirror at his friends. “Anywhere our hearts desire, mate. Shipyard, the park, the country, a lake. What tickles your fancy?”