I'll start off by saying that I'm always here if you need to talk. Much like yourself, I have chronic medical problems. I have a sizable handful of conditions, one of which has a large autoimmune component. I understand what it's like to go to doctor after doctor and find no relief. I also know what it's like to have no other option but to crash as soon as you get home some days. I have been known to occasionally disappear from PA for a short time, usually because of hospitalizations. If there are ever times you can't be on PA, I will understand- if nothing else.
Like Khaat, this is part of the reason why PA is important to me, as I use it as something of an escape. I haven't even been on here for a year and a half yet, but it has become a permanent fixture in my life, and feels like it has been forever.
I know there is little I can do for you, but I'm glad you're back to doing what you're passionate about. That's so important. I wish you the best.
@Khaat. What you do in RL is so important. Thank you, from all of us who struggle.