Winter was beginning to thaw.
Slivers of brown peeping amidst the white, seeds of life long asleep under the ground blinking their eyes awake, green plumules curling up to taste their first breath of air. Branches shaking in the wind, life sneaking through their renewed veins, the burdened snow sliding off to the ground to melt to a colourless pool that the thirsty ground drank of to live again. Thin, golden shafts of sunlight wandered in through greyer clouds, sparkling not off snow but whiter, sweeter blossoms nestled in emerald grass just beginning to flutter in the wind.
Life was borne on branches, on the grass, shimmered in sunlight, was carried by the wind as it blew in from the North in search of new places. It knocked on the doors of the little village nestled at the borders of a forsaken estate, whistled through the chimneys of the homesteads and gently, softly crept into the borders of the land that seemed untouched by the world’s grasping, greedy hands. There it found a forest just beginning to shake off its winter slumber, a waterfall that bubbled over pebbles and rustled through rushes growing courage day by day to be louder, meadows long overcast with white with blades of dew soaked grass beginning to emerge- and a stone castle, looking over the land. The wind skittered over the stone slabs, meandered over turrets, flitted over bolted wooden doors and iron grates, searching for a way in.
Then, in the northmost tower, there was a creak- the squeak of cold-numbed iron bolts being pulled out, wooden shutters banged open and the wind fleeted joyfully in, bearing the smell of forest and water and grass and new beginnings. It caressed past long, raven-black locks, flimsy white gauze of sleeves and the girl at the window rubbed her palms down her bare shoulders and smiled.
“It’s going to be a beautiful Spring.”
Tristan seemed unusually animated today, whinnying plaintively with hooves raised high and nudging aside the offered apple to nuzzle at Vanora’s neck with a cool, soft nose. Vanora smoothed a hand down the horse’s muzzle, past brown, doe-like eyes and pressed her lips between them.
They raced past the doors of the stable, Tristan’s hooves thundering against the newly softening ground and bore down the sloping meadows to see if the air really did taste better with every burst of speed. They headed towards the forest, they always did, and every leap over a fallen log filled Vanora’s chest with rapidly expanding, choking life. Gravity seemed not to matter, not when they were dodging through trees and she leaned forward to snag the first bloom of the year, white and delicate and painfully fresh from an overhanging branch. There, beyond that chestnut tree, the baby chicks called for food in their nest while the mother winged through the trees, following the horse and the girl in their flight through the woods.
Then Tristan reared up suddenly, neighing in distress. The abrupt stop threw Vanora forward, breath colliding suddenly in her lungs, but when she glanced downwards to see what had upset the animal.......
The world was growing closer all of a sudden, the trees crowding around, the cloud-laden sky bearing down upon them. The forest had grown curiously still, the birds voices silenced, the running water muted- or maybe only her ears were ringing. Because it couldn’t be. It wasn’t. All those years before and after, and no one had ever......no, it wasn’t possible....if fate hadn’t meant it for so long then why...
Then the woman rolled to her back and coughed, the sound echoing over and over in the silent clearing. A little dribble of dark, horribly dark liquid seeped past her lips and ran down her jaw, staining the ground.
Before the world could start making sense, her legs had already swung over the horse and settled on the soil. Her dress rustled as she dropped to her knees, not daring to touch, eyes skittering over the prone figure like a frightened deer’s. The woman’s face was bloodless, blue shadows sunken and settled beneath paper-thin eyelids, lank hair plastered with sweat on her forehead, lips white and pale as ice. Widened blue eyes watched trembling fingers as they outstretched, to a whiter, bruised throat and stutter as they felt a pulse jump beneath the skin.
Minutes later, hooves were thundering on the ground again but the wind blowed in the reverse direction, as a white horse bore two figures through the forest back towards the castle, one supporting the other. Vanora breathed, feeling not life but panic congeal deep in her lungs, while the woman’s dwindling breath created a damp patch on her shoulder.