“You're biased.” Avery pointed out to Gavin with a roll of her eyes. “Extremely.”
As sarcastic as her words sounded, her frown was gone and replaced with a quiet smile she hadn't expected. Gavin could always manage to do that for her, though, she mused. He had never been the type to call her crazy, even when she felt it. Avery didn't deserve him as a friend. He was just too good.
Avery nudged Mira's shoulder at the girl's words, passing her a cheeky wink that felt more natural than it should have. As they stepped away, however, Avery couldn't find it in her to keep it up.
Weddings weren't supposed to be this hard.
- - -
Audriana turned away from Mairen as the wedding procession started, eyes doing what she could to catch Gavin's. She knew he had other things on his mind, though, so she allowed a smile onto her face in spite of herself. Soon, despite the pause at the top of the aisle, the bride had made her way down to the front, where Aud could see them pass some sort of awkward greeting.
She wondered for a moment if she should have felt like an intruder in that moment, before deciding it was just in her mind. It wasn't right that she felt like Robin wouldn't want her there – nothing had happened with them. Sure, something might have almost happened once or twice, but it hadn't meant anything like what she now could imagine with Gavin. Someone who actually seemed to want her in the way she had thought no one ever could. Was this what Robin had found? Audriana found herself hoping so. This man who had saved her life might be complicated, but everyone deserved that happy ending – even if it wasn't what they expected.
- - -
Rather stereotypically, Keiran was staring at the top of the aisle, waiting for his oldest best friend, knowing she would be put together. He knew she wouldn't let anything show in public. Her eyes flicked to his for an instant and he could feel the gratitude, if not forgiveness, that they offered him. He and Robin had done right, he knew.
Following her eyes, Keiran watched Robin – something he had always wanted to do at a wedding. He couldn't very well have done it at his, and hadn't been to any other so far. Avery had admitted that she had done so, however. But while everyone looked to see the nervousness or excitement – or both – in the brides' eyes, Keiran already knew that look. He had seen it all morning. What he hadn't really understood was exactly how Robin was feeling in the moment. It only took a second for him to register Robin's shoulders relaxing and his stress easing, albeit slightly. Keiran had known the man long enough to know what it looked like.
He wondered for a moment if Avery could tell that the man had spent the day wondering about her, where she had been so sure that he didn't want this. Just because it had been an accident didn't mean that it couldn't be a happy accident. Keiran had a feeling that Avery would soon learn this.
Their quiet greeting nearly made Avery laugh – he seemed as nervous as she did. “Easy, there,” she teased under her breath, squeezing his hands before releasing one and turning to face the wedding officiate. The man's eyes met hers and he smiled, though Avery didn't think it was as sincere as he meant it to be. They had explained their …. situation to the man beforehand, and being well aware of the law, he had sympathized with them. It really only made things worse, Avery decided, that the man marrying them didn't seem to believe in them. Or he didn't think they were at the point of marriage yet. Those were two different things, though, weren't they?
Avery hoped it was more the latter than the previous. Surely they deserved a chance. Who was this man to decide that it wasn't right?
He probably was just concerned. Everyone else she knew was - the Hayes family, Gavin, even Robin, surely. Not to mention herself.
Looking out over those seated behind Robin and Avery, the officiate nodded to each party before extending a hand in Avery's direction. She nearly lifted an eyebrow in surprise, but accepted it after a moment, placing her hand in his. “Good afternoon, everyone,” He began. “We have come together this day to be with Robin and Avery as they take the next step in their lives. In this world, where things are changing every day and one cannot say what tomorrow will bring, it is with true courage of heart and focused conviction that people like the two standing before me choose to take this step. Becoming a family is not something one should have to choose without consideration, so I wish to thank everyone who has come out to witness this union.”
Avery's eyes shifted over to Mira, wondering what was going through her dear friend's mind. How strange, she mused, that she should want to worry about someone else during her own wedding. Never one to truly want the spotlight on her, Avery had trouble accepting the fact that so many people were sitting and, in all probability, wondering if the two actually liked each other at all. If their match was one that could work. She prayed silently that they could see that this wasn't a shot in the dark for her. This could be it, from what she had experienced so far.
He could be her person.
Having chosen a wedding style similar to the Hayes wedding, Avery expected it when the officiate dropped her hand and wrapped a burgundy-colored ribbon around their clasped hands in the style of a Wizarding World ceremony. Something with such resemblance to an unbreakable vow should have scared her, Avery recognized somewhere in the back of her mind. She couldn't bring herself to worry over it, though.
This officiate was far more serious than that of the wedding between Keiran and Melissa, which Avery somehow found fitting. The man held his hand out so it hovered over theirs before he began again. “In this next movement into their life's story, Robin Oscar Ivanov and Candace Avery Bishop-” Avery winced slightly at her name, “-will agree to keep the other close to them in all trials that the world may bring. In their endeavoring to keep the other safe, cared for, and loved, these two are choosing to enter into the blessed arrangement that is marriage. Through such agreements as these that Robin and Avery are making, friends and family will be there to watch, guide, and assist these two in their journey.”
The man's hand came down and rested on theirs, making Avery look over and up at Robin to see how he was doing through all of this. Avery remembered vaguely that in her wedding, Millie was laughing and smiling. She wished it was that easy, when in a turn of events quite unusual, she found herself over-thinking everything.
Another ribbon was wrapped around their hands, curling from the wrists to the fingers, as if trying to entrap them with no hope of escape. Perhaps that is what marriage seemed like to a cynical mind.
“In this ceremony, we will be witnesses,” the officiate continued, addressing those seated or standing around them, “to their agreement to both trust and love the person standing next to them, who will stand next to them for all that is left of their lives. In talking to the adults standing before me, joined in their choice to wed one another, I have gained the faith that each of them has the patience, courage, and love within them to go through this ceremony and that which life will bring after it. Especially if they are together.” Grasping their hands and lifting them slightly, as if to show those around them, the officiate looked from Robin to Avery. “This is not simply a symbol of what you must be to one another – a person you can be attached to and someone you spend your time with. This is a promise to be part of one another, something that cannot be taken from you no matter the issues or errors that arise. In your acceptance of this, the two of you will be joined.”
Avery gasped as the ribbons glowed a nearly flame-red color before dissipating and freeing their hands. Having expected some sort of pain from it, she was relieved that she had simply imagined a possibility of such. Though their hands were freed, Avery refused to remove hers from his, both in a show of solidarity and in a need for silent comfort.
“In a marriage, there is less need for fear, and more need for each other. Throughout your time together you will come to understand this, and accept it as much as appreciate it.” The officiate nodded as though it would simply make it true, then turned to look at Robin. “Avery spoke with me earlier, asking to switch things around a little and present her vows first.” He faced Avery and opened his hand in a sort of 'go-ahead' gesture.
Unsure exactly how to start things, Avery faced Robin and swallowed once before extending a hand to the officiate and taking the index card he passed to her. She was far too nervous to remember what she had wanted to say.
“Robin, … honey, … as much as I dislike stating the obvious, it's clear that neither of us expected this when we met that night, thanks to Keiran,” Avery began, glancing at the best man with a determined smile. “I never thought I would be the type to actually write out vows, but I didn't think I would be able to find the words when the time came. I just.. I'm not exactly traditional, and often say too much, so forgive me for my lengthy attempt at getting this right.”
Avery clutched the index card tightly in one hand, glancing up at Robin for a moment in the hopes that he didn't look as uncomfortable as she felt. The hand that still rested in his gave a weak squeeze. Her glances at the card were infrequent as she spoke, but somehow it steadied her.
“While we sort of tested the waters before the match came, these past three weeks have shown me that this can work. We will bicker, and it will take us time to get to that point where we feel like we've known each other for ages. But regardless of all of that, we both can say that the Ministry seemed to know what they were doing.” Avery passed a smirk in Eli's direction subtly before looking back up at Robin through her lashes. She skimmed the ending of her vows and blushed at the fact that she was going to end up quoting a book he had probably never read. “As we've gotten to know each other better, I've come to the conclusion that it's not very hard for someone to love you. I daresay I'm well on my way, as crazy as it seems for the short amount of time.”
Taking a breath she shook her head and nearly laughed at herself. “I just.. I must learn to be content with being happier than I deserve.”
Sure, the words belonged to Jane Austen, but the feelings rang true. Avery wondered, belatedly, if perhaps she had given away too much. But then, wasn't a wedding the time to let your significant other and everyone else know that you are serious about them? That you are comfortable with the idea of spending forever with them, and that you want to? If not, Avery was fairly certain she couldn't have gotten the words out, even in private.
Suddenly, as she looked up at the man who, in minutes, would technically be hers, she wished she had been at the point where she could have said those three words. In a moment of dramatic flair and sudden courage, she decided to hang the index card and just talk. Letting it drop to the ground, she reached out to take the hand she had released earlier.
“I'm afraid I'm saying too much, so I'll do what I can to wrap things up. You are... completely unexpected, and know the parts of me more than I dare even guess. I will never ask to be your whole life. Never. Because I can't be. But I will try forever to be your favorite part. This isn't what you wanted, but I promise to do what it takes to make it right. I may not know, yet, how this goes, but you can trust me to take care of you, assist you in anything you need, and to push you to get through everything life brings, much like you're doing for me right about now. I'm not sure what I'd do without you here to keep me standing. I trust you in.. well, most things,” Avery laughed, lifting a hand to touch his cheek and chin lightly before letting it brush down his arm to take his hand again, “and know that this can work.”
She wasn't sure how long she had been talking, really, except that it was probably excessive. Robin was probably laughing at her in his mind, or thinking her completely insane. It was too late to change it now, and Avery had gotten out everything she had needed to say. Or she thought so, anyway.
Her eyes searched his hopefully, desperate for a sign that she wasn't completely crazy in the things she said. Avery barely registered the wedding officiate turning to Robin to request his vows. All she could hear was the frantic beat of her heart and the breaths that left her. She blinked hard before meeting his eyes and tried to calm herself so she could focus on whatever he found he wanted to say.