Penny was not to be seen in the section of the Hogwarts library that contained books on the muggle methods of repair and creation. Penny was probably the most clever technology buff in the entire school, and yet, when a peer passed along a muggle music-playing device, she had to wrinkle her nose, cock her head, and say, "What is this?" Even if she could take it apart and put it back together in half a minute, flat.
She simply had to check out a book, though. It had been so long since she had read anything on one of her interests. She wanted a book on computer engineering, but if any of her friends, classmates, dormmates, housemates - even her sister - if any of them found out she had, she would be in trouble. She already felt nervous enough trusting the librarian not to blab when she checked out more questionable reading materials for a young pureblood lady.
If Penny was a braver girl, she would not care. She would turn her back on the society she so disliked, the society she had been so expertly raised to fit so neatly into. She would express her indifference to the opinions of those she disliked, those she had worked for years to impress, no matter how insignificantly. But the problem was - she was, in no sense of the word, brave.
She was clever, though. And Penny had seen what happened to the pureblood women who defied their upbringing. And she knew she had led to luxurious a life to survive long on her own. Until she had money and some sort of security of her own could she possibly consider escaping. But even then, there was that whole bravery deficiency she would have to work out.
No sooner had she walked into the muggle section than she saw she not alone. She hesitated, mouthing like a fish. She turned and hurriedly walked away, before realizing how suspicious that must have looked. She skipped back into the section, attempting to be normal. CASUAL, he conscience screamed at her. "Hi. What-what-what you doing?"
Stuttering was incredibly casual.