An unforgetable Meeting

Raphel was looking for Cecilia after what had happened. It was already dark outside, the moon was coming in nicely in the dark blue sky.Taking his chance to look around the halls before he passed the library. Deciding to look in there, it was always a good place to hide from people. And quiet to talk to people, which he always preferred to do.

Cecilia had hidden for the past few days in the back of the library submersing herself and things she knew she could confide in. She had very carefully stuck to the shadows in the corridors avoiding people to and from the library and the Ravenclaw common room. And there she said wishing she didn't have to go back to the common room again, but it was getting late and she'd have to go soon. Sighing Cecilia closed the book she had been reading placed it back on the shelf. As she was headed towards the door she bumped into someone. "Sorry," She whispered without looking up to see who it was and steped around them.

Raphel had heard the words sorry, the voice he knew right away. She had bumped into him, looking into a book but now she was trying to leave. His eyes narrowed at her and grabbed her left arm. Holding her from leaving this place, he couldn't put on a smile for her because he was confused. " Cecilia, why have you been hiding "

The person grabbed her arm and spoke to her makeing Cecilia scared and confused. Looking up reveled to her who had taken these actions. "I-I wasn't," she stammered a lie trying to free her arm from his grip. "I-it's a l-library," she added quietly. Of course she had been hiding, not only from the person infront of her but also from nick. She had been so confused not sure what to do. And, this is what she did best, or so she thought. "Why are you up here at this time of night?" She asked trying to seem more calm, "we could get in trouble for being out past cerfuew."

He just waited for her to finish up her words because he wanted to be fair. But when she was done, he simply held his grip on her arm, so she wouldn't get away from him. " I can tell your lieing to me, and so what if it's a Library! " He said rather loudly through the library that was how pissed he was with her.

" It's already closing time and dark outside, so there shouldn't be a problem for me being here " He said being pissed with her for trying to play it off like nothing. He wasn't going to let that happen. He started to try to pull her forcefully with him into the back of the library before stopping and looked at her . " You know why I am here. To see if your okay after our last chat "

"Why would you care?" Cecilia stammered. His grip on her arm hurt as he drug her towards the back of the library. "You never would have before. No one cares what happens to ditzy little Cecilia Krum," she murmured tears of emotional pain and fear forming in her eyes. Once again she was confused and unsure of what to do. She didn't understand fully what was happening. "Why now?" She asked, "why when everything was finally going right." She had known the charade between herself and nick would soon come to an end, but why so soon. Nick was to good for her, and she knew she would only bring him down. But, Raphel was strong, nothing cec could do could hurt him any.

Raphel just stooded when they reached a nice safe area. " Because I do care about you. You were always down to earth and loving, even if I was always pissed at something. I intend to take you back, I was thrown off by my parents but they understand my feelings for you now " Then let go of her, looking down at her with a sad expression on his face. She was always doing something, but he didn't care at all. She was crying but that didn't change his mind at all. He was going to make her his and protect her himself, not some stupid Gryffindor bastard that can't even stand up to him at that field. She deserved better.

" Stop crying. I don't like to see tears at all " She had asked why? And he knew why he wanted to come back. " Because I want you to be my. I want to be there with you, and protect you " When she said that when things were going right, he almost punched the bookshelf out of anger. " Don't give me that crap, I care for you. Not that bubbling bastard that can't even take care of himself. If I ever see him again, it will be in a ditch "

Raphel was pissed that she would think of the bastard better then him. She hadn't even spend enough time to talk, and relax. It was always fast and boring, but now they had that time......well at this moment is a little tense. He was still angry at that Bastard and he would deal with him one of these days, he would make sure of it. He would need to keep a eye on him, so he never came to Cecilia ever again.

Down to earth? Loving? Cecilia thought to herself, Who was he thinking about?. her arms immediately wrapped around her her hands resting on her stomach as she backed slightly away from Raphel. She reached up and wiped away a few tears. "He's not a bastard," She murmured, "And he acts more caring and compassionate than you. He doesn't drag me around by the wrist like an old rag doll, and he listions to me." she paused and looked up at Raphel, "But no he is not as strong as you in any way. Everything and anything i could do would only bring him down, make him weaker." she sniffled and rubbed her tummy trying to calm her self.

Raphel was pissed with her, she had dared to say that to him. He wanted to deal with her but he had to keep himself calm. If he wanted to take her back and for her to become his, this would need to do more. He moved over to her, bringing his arms to her own. Brushing her lightly because he wanted to comfort her.

" Well tell me about it. I want to be there for you but all you do is run from me. I don't care if you say that he is better. Why don't you give me a chance to prove to you. You never gave me a chance, how can I talk to you and be compassionate if you just went to another guy for that "

"I can't do this." She whispered. "I can't Retell the horror stories again." First he was burdened with a child, then it turned out to be two until she lost one while it was still in the womb. And, while all of this was happening she was relieving every day what had happened in the short time she was held captive by Felix barker. Haunted by his ever looming comments and her memories of him. Just from the thought she burst into more tears shaking her head. "It's just to much for one person to handle." She whispered through small gasps of air. "I can't be a mother yet." She murmured voicing a issue she had been struggling with for the first time since the events that led up to this moment had happened.