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Post by Mira Anderson Thu Sep 22, 2011 10:26 pm

Mira never thought she would have her heart broken. She had always be especially careful around the ideas of love and commitment in a special effort to avoid this very moment. Part of why she had stuck around with Elijah for that long was he was just as safe for her as she was for him. Even if he had never loved her at least she knew that. There was never the danger of strings being attached. It had been so easy then, to flirt and fool around. Feeling nothing but the excitement of being so physically close to someone. Last time they had fought Elijah had told her I don’t know when our kisses stopped being ‘just kisses’ Mira! I don’t know when that changed but I know a lot of them were ‘just kisses’. Happy? For a long time you meant nothing to me! at the time the words had hurt more than anything but now she almost wished they were still at that place. Because there was no way a relationship like that could hurt like this.

Mira lay face down on her bed, arms and legs spread out in a starfish-like position. It would have looked quite comical if not for the steady stream of tears flowing, and the very unattractive gargling sobs that were mostly muffled by the pillow. She felt like one of those stupid girls in the movies that completely broke down when their boyfriend broke up with them. Probably looked like one of them too. The only difference was Mira had done the breaking up with. Stupid, stupid move. But she had made that choice and now had to live with it. In two minutes I will get up and go downstairs she thought to herself.

Ten minutes later nothing had changed. Mira's whole body was shaky from the long period of very violent crying. The tears had run out a few minutes ago, but the surface of her pillow was already almost completely soaked, reminding her of the specicle she had just preformed. Even the soft sound of her breathing reminded her of him. The first rays of sunlight falling on his bare skin and the sound of his heartbeat as he slept. He was everywhere and always would be. The hole that Alice had left had been filled by Elijah, but with him gone it was ripped open again and much bigger than before. He would always have a part of her heart now. The only thing she could do was to never let herself fall for someone again.
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Post by Athena Marianne Goyle Wed Oct 12, 2011 9:04 pm

There was a time and a place for Pureblood politics and it wasn’t in the din of the Hog’s Head that such conversing was appropriate. Uncharacteristically, the scarlet cupid’s bow beneath the dark, icy gaze and thin, ever so slightly freckled nose remained pressed in a thin line as the dull, testy glare took in the bloated, weary appearance of a man that looked so stark in resemblance to the youth of the woman opposite him. The pair looked to be father and daughter, the resemblance between them enough to suggest that before anything else. There were little teases of something else though, or rather, someone else. The curve of her body, the length of her fingers, the way she inclined her head and displayed the bluish hue of veins that ran from the sides of her lips and down over the pallor of her neck, only disappearing from sight underneath the emerald blouse that clung to her torso; they were all traits of another person, the second that made the third, her mother. Yet, along with her own disapproval, the woman whose death marked her entrance into the family she was a part of only by chance was far from her mind.

The meeting was abrupt on his part and strenuous for the pair as once again the patience of the young woman was tested as she was informed her ‘precious time’ was of essence and that there were several offers from Wizards in America and even as far east of Britain as Denmark and Sweden. There were people vying for her attention it seemed but the young Witch seemed about as interested as Muggles in watching paint dry. She had an edge to her, one that would have made, at this point, hell even freeze over, and in the forgiving light of the candles that flickered in the pre-winter breeze, an even chillier side of the girl seemed to manifest itself as she twisted her wand in her left hand.

There, flickering against her skin was something other than the warmth of the jittering candlelight. It was malice obvious but never really shown, sadism was evident with every joint twisting jerk of her wrist, and the way her wand circled the air in perfect rounds, the jet of green teasing at the very tip though anyone looking on could never be sure whether what they were seeing as true or just a figment of their imagination. The words were tripping on the tip of her tongue, her mind a million miles away from the dingy pub, the rickety table, the long cold glass of Butterbeer, the empty wine glass and the bloat of a man she once idolised. She was something else; truly much more than just the Goyle bastard. There was an aura about the girl, one that was far from the innocent light of a child. It was a swirling mist of black, like a veil almost, that cut her off from her father and, most certainly, the world around her. In her own maddened state, she saw what she wished. However, in her father she saw a broken and desperate man in need of something much more of just an heir; forgiveness. The repentance was clear. It was a dear shame his last representation of his lover saw no cause or reason to grant the forgiveness he so sought. But that was what he created in her and in his women he created a spectrum - Cassandra at one end and Athena at the other.

“Christmas, Athena,” were his parting words. Time was, as ever it seemed, imperative and there seemed to be a schedule she had little choice but to keep to.

They parted in the street, one sinking into his large coat that did very little to cover the protrusion of fat around his middle, and the other into the thick woollen scarf that had been a gift to her one birthday or Christmas, though which she could not quite recall. The slow walk up to the castle was one slowed by weighted thought. When she reached the safety of the Slytherin Common Room, she did not linger to find suitable company to last her until her retirement for the evening. No, instead she strode to the staircase, ignoring quite blatantly the calls of her acquaintances. She sought quiet however upon opening the door to the girl’s dormitory; she resigned herself to the fact that she would not be given such a rarity that evening. She could not find such silence if she was in the company of a weeping blonde, one that could only ever be shedding tears over one man: Elijah Krum. Truthfully, Athena had little patience for Mira at times and certainly, tonight was one of those times; however, she felt as if she needed to be some sort of friend to the girl -- at least for a moment.

Shrugging off her coat and unwinding her scarf from her neck, Athena crossed the room. She pressed the articles of clothing down onto the emerald sheets of her bed and reached down to slide her shoes off of her feet. Then hesitantly, she turned and made her way back across the room to the bed on which Mira lay. With her hands pressed on the bed, Athena lowered herself down carefully into a squat so she was eye to eye with her friend. With a wealth of exasperation in her voice yet tenderness in her touches to Mira’s hair, Athena spoke.

“What did he do this time?”
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Post by Mira Anderson Tue Oct 18, 2011 2:24 am

Mira had always prided herself in her ability to cut off all outward emotion to maintain her appearance of indifference. This skill had gotten her far. Countless times that Mira had felt like she was about to loose it but had always had enough sense to not show it. Mira doubted that Athena had ever seen her cry. Snap completely, yes, but not cry. So the moment that Mira realized Thena was in the room she was completely mortified about her current state. Shrinking back from the side of the bed Thena was kneeling by she sat up. Miras body was still quaking slightly, fatigued from her crying spell. What did he do this time?. Of course she knew it was him. Who else was capable of sending confidant, hard-hearted Mira completely and utterly out of control? No one. For as long as she could remember she had had a soft spot for the Bulgarian. He always knew her better than anyone, even if he didn't realize it. 

Mira had fallen for Elijah at her funeral. They had been betrothed beforehand of course but it had always just been her job to accept that she was supposed to be with him. Elijah had always seemed a little.. vapid to her. Running around with Alice, carefree and irresponsible. She had used to think how when they got married he better stop hanging out with Alice more than her. He was just another kid. It was only after she was gone did Mira really see him. The depth of his sadness was just so beyond his years - in some ways exceeding her own that she couldn't help but gain an almost awe like respect for him. This had faded over the months that followed, as Mira saw that he was still the same Elijah that she knew. But never could she get that image out of her head. Even when he returned from Paris as the man he was today she still saw the deeper side of him. She had fallen for him in black, and now he would never fall for her in white. 

"I left him." Said Mira simply, the words feeling odd on her course throat. She pursed her lips and unintentionally tasted the salt from the tears that had dried there. "It's finally over. I'm fine." Like she would ever be fine now. Mira knew the rest of this year would be hell now. He would be everywhere - the dorm, her classes, hallways, great hall. Not to mention this castle was packed full of a million memories of him. Everywhere they had kissed, fought, had a magical moment, or even just talked would be connected to him now. There was no where she could go. They had slept together on this very bed countless times. Mira wiped the very last tear from under her eye with her thumb. This would be the last tear for him. This time it would be different. 

Mira hadn't talked to Athena much over the summer. For awhile now the girls had been growing slowly apart. They definitely weren't the best friends that had ran around Rookwood manor for hours that they used to be. Much like Elijah, Mira had seen a softer side of Thena over the years. A different person below the surface. But unlike Eli, Thena and Mira had never had a single emotional loving moment together. Most of their time together was spent shopping, gossiping, arguing, and talking about who they'd shagged recently. And although it was a delightful time, it just wasn't that fulfilling. Most best friends actually knew deep secrets about eachother. Well, not just scandalous secrets, but ones from deep inside your heart. And although it sometimes didn't seem like it, Mira knew both girls actually did have a heart under their cold shells. 
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