Seeing that Athena had left to look for her cousins, Damien stepped out of the little hiding place that contained him and the older Slytherin girl, between two colourful tents. His mood had cheered up quite a bit because of the conversation he had with her. The boy looked around to check for the faces of his mother and her husband. Seeing none of the above, Damien felt safe to be at this lane. The circus held no interest for him. Strange people, strange animals. They were just freaks to him, nothing much to stand and gape about.
Damien adjusted his clothes, ensuring it passes the neat test, before he started to stroll along the lane. Mostly, people were at a side, towards the stalls, crowding around whatever that could interest them. Athena had made a purchase at the glass stall, which made the circus look less of a lame excuse for useless cheeriness to him. Damien, however, took a very reserved stance, avoiding stall owners who looked like they wanted to approach him to promote their displays. Each time someone inched towards him, he inched away, and continued to stroll, pretending to be oblivious to them.
And then a display caught his eye. Well, not exactly a display, since she would have been yet another stall owner attempting to promote her stall. But Damien's eyes quickly caught sight of what this stall was selling, and sneered, as if he was not surprised to see this coming. The encounter with Roxanne Weasley at the Shrieking Shack was still a stark reminder to him. It robbed him of some peace in bed. The boy could not get the image and the feeling of the girl above him, out of his head. He would have felt more comforted at himself if the remembrance made him want to barf. The problem was, it did not, and Damien felt himself pulled to walk closer to the stall.
Roxanne was grinning to a couple of boys, and Damien felt offended, thinking that it was that display on her face that he had first saw when he strolled past the Shrieking Shack. Now, it made him feel generic. It was not looking at her that made him feel this way. It was looking at the boys she was trying to attract that made him feel extremely insulted. They were average-looking, had untidy clothes and messy hair, and looked like mediocre wizards that he could assume to be muggleborns. Damien's footsteps slowed. He caught sight of two other boys manning the stall, and found them extremely familiar. Gryffindors sharing some free love. Damien sneered again. How low could one sink to? Inside, though, Damien was a cluster of contradiction. He felt like he wanted the attention of Roxanne, but did not want to be seen here with her, let alone by her friends even, who would obviously know him from school.