Amelia sat nervously in the chair across from Frank, the newest addition to the Hogwarts staff with the title of ‘Career Advisor’. There were several reasons for her nervousness, not at all limited to the fact that she was meeting someone new, or that he was so close in age to her, or that he had her file open on his lap and was reading a lot of information about her that she likely would not have supplied if they hadn’t been meeting under these circumstances.
But above all, Amelia was nervous because she hadn’t told her parents she was going to be doing an internship, and with an auror, no less. Antoinette was likely to throw an absolute fit if she found out Amelia was even considering such an “unladylike profession”. If her mother got her way, Amelia would be a concert musician, or involved in some type of pseudo-politics that was really more like the social climbing Antoinette did, just with a fancier title and an office in the Ministry of Magic. Amelia could just imagine her mother’s face at the thought of her daughter catching dark wizards for a living.
The last time Amelia had gone ahead with something and not told her parents, it had gotten her removed from school for six months. That was last year, after the Tri-wizard debacle, and it ought to have taught her a lesson. But when Amelia had seen the flyers around school for the internship program, she couldn’t help but find herself interested. Perhaps it was her lingering guilt at not having entered the Tri-wizard tournament a second time, even after telling Raoul that she had. Or maybe it was the nagging feeling Amelia had that if she didn’t start asserting her wishes sometime, she would never be able to. Learning what it was like to be an auror – and hopefully proving she was capable of it – would give her a much stronger position when it came down to the argument with her parents about her future profession.
“I’m taking potions, charms, DADA, and transfiguration,” Amelia replied, blushing sheepishly at Mr. Longbottom’s assessment of her file. Of course, she had been working her entire life to achieve the type of praise he had given, but Amelia still found that praise, especially from authority figures, embarrassed her.
“And I want to be an auror…” Amelia began, hesitating slightly here. She knew that the profession had interested her, but was that Raoul’s pushing – he had been the one to initially suggest the profession, because of her knack with a wand and quick-thinking abilities – her own ambitions, or some underlying gene that had suddenly been activated, the same gene that had made Raoul decide to drop out of school and go off on the adventure that still kept them apart?
“I want to be an auror because I believe I have the skills to be successful at it,” Amelia said, trying to inject some confidence into her voice, “My wandwork is pristine, I can think quickly, and I have the mental flexibility to think ahead. I am also skilled in observation and blending in,” being invisible, her subconscious corrected, “so I feel I have at least some of the qualifications to become an auror. This apprenticeship would be my opportunity to find out if my self-assessment is correct.”