David looked the man squarely in the eyes before closing his own, just for a second, but it felt like a lifetime. He thought of his friends, his family, some of whom lay in the house with him. His wife was here, his children were out on their own, maybe death would be better, over a life without his beloved. Regardless, that was a decision out of his own hands, this man before him seemed to know all he wanted to do, seemed to hold all of the cards.
Opening his eyes once more and a tear, just a single tear, ran from the corner of his right eye. Not a tear for himself, but for those he had killed, merely by employing. He saw, in those few seconds the mistakes he'd made in this life, and the highlights. He'd never understood the whole "I saw my whole life in the blink of an eye" but now he did.
Breathing deeply David couldn't help but notice things he'd not noticed before, the panelling of his office, the crack in the corner of his family portrait, all those little things that were overlooked and forgotten in day to day life.
"No," he said, returning Gellert's stare, "I don't think I ever will be, I've heard of people coming to peace with their lives, but I'm not one of those people," he said quietly. "I trust that you'll leave the rest of my family as they are," he said quietly, walking over to his liquor cabinet and pulling out a bottle of hundred year old scotch, breaking the seal and pouring a glass, before downing half of it in one mouthful. "If the answer is yes, then I suppose that yes, I am as ready," he said, pausing for a long while, almost seeming as though he was done. "I am as ready as I'll ever be," he said, walking back to his desk and pulling his family picture closer to him, sitting down and looking Gellert straight in the eyes.