Xemnas had felt sleepy and tired. It was obvious that at this moment he did not want to get up, he had been in bed for about a period of two weeks. Almost the same time period as his younger brother, but longer. Xemnas didn't want to face the world, he didn't want to deal with anymore negativity, he was turning mean and he did not want this to affect any relations with his friend. This feeling Xemnas had was horrible, it was a feeling of loss and anguish. He wanted it all to just go away. But eventually he realized sitting in bed all day is not going to take any pain away. If anything, the pain would just be more excruiciating having to review all of the things hes went through. Eventually after he realized this cruel fact Xemnas woke up and got dressed.
He sat in the common room, just staring in the fire. Trying to regain his eyesight that had been filled with morning eye crust for the past two weeks. After staring at it for a really long time he eventually walked down to, pretty much all of his friends' favorite spot. The grass near the great lake. As he walked outside he realized that spring was here. Spring was here at last, would it mean a new beginning in his life ? a better one ? or just another chapter of this pain and agony he calls his life. Eventually he felt he was just being too negative now and tried to stay positive. He walked down the grass that was beginning to melt the snow to find a family member. A close one, one that doesn't sit in bed sleeping all day, or goes to the common room to draw. He found her sister Hitame.
As delighted as he was to see her he rushed to her, almost tripping, getting tangled with the long hogwarts uniform he forgot to fix up properly. He stopped at her out of breath, but with happiness. "Hows it going sis"