Painful memories hurt but dieing is more painful

Sammy had been starting to feel good about her life again, like spending time with her friends and loved ones, going to school again, and spending more time with her kids. Jazmine was her oldest and she was getting ready to start pre-k, so Sammy was out in the wizarding and muggle children clothing stores buying her some new clothes for school. She was wearing a blue and white lily covered dress with wood like flip-flops thats string went up the leg then tied, she carried her matching blue and white purse on her right shoulder with her wand in it. Her pale skin and hazel eyes stood out the most. Her hair swung and bounced with the wind as she walked down the streets of down town London. She never really liked being out in down town by herself. But she didn't have any choice today. Faylen was meeting her later and Sophia was using today to be with her kids since she was off of work. Sammy was just about to walk into a store when her phone went off. She stopped for a second and answered the phone. It was a friend that she hadn't talked to in a while so she went into the back alley to continue the conversation.

Ne'Os had been following Sam ever since he heard a rumor that the women he had turned evil had gone good he felt it would be time to correct that problem he had found her and had followed her a couple days which really proved difficult as he had to sleep when her species was most active. he finely got a chance to act when she was alone at a store and even better she went into the back alley he wondered if to get better signal or to be heard better but no matter he was to act no matter what. He walked across the street he was standing on and went into the back alley he drew his wand and aimed it at her. "calmly tell the caller you have to go and hang up if you don't then i shall be the last person you see" he said. Thinking back he couldn't figure out why he turned her int he first place maybe because if she was it would be easier for him to relearn his memories but he didn't consider himself evil just doing what it took to get his memories back.

Sammy was in the middle of a conversation with her friend when she heard a voice that she could never forget and felt a wand poking her. She almost peed herself from fright. But she took a small breath and did as he said. "Stacey I'll have to call you back, talk to you later, bye." Sammy said calling her friend by the wrong name so she would know to call Faylen. She made sure to keep her voice normal so as not to let either Ne'Os or her friend know anything was wrong. Sammy then slowly closed her phone and slid it into her purse, feeling her wand touch her wand as she pulled her hand back out. Pulling her wand now would be stupid and suicidal. "Ne'Os?!?" Sammy said slowly turning to face him. Once turned she could see that it looked like he hadn't gotten a good nights sleep in days.

"Yes very good your settled down life hasn't addled your brain now tell me what had changed my little experiment" he said sarcastically he felt a memory pop up in his head but he pushed it aside before he could analyze it there would be time later "now what am i to do with you, you change your personality so often its kinda annoying so what to do...." he trailed off to let her imagination work on something.

Sammy knew that Ne'Os was going to make her go back to being evil again unless she did something. But what to do? He had a wand pointed at her and even with her vampire speed she would never be able to get out of the way in time. So the only thing she could do was stall for time until Faylen could get there. "Ne'Os please don't hurt me or make me go back to being evil. I promise to help you remember your past anything you want to remember." Sammy said knowing that he would have something to say about him getting his memories and still making her evil again. While she let him ponder this for the moment, pictures of her and Faylen together popped into her mind. Them holding hands, walking down the street talking, him getting her that blue rose. Why was it that she hadn't told him that she loved him. She would have to remember that later. Right now she was going to have to fight for her life.

Faylen had gotten a very strange call from Samantha's friend saying to hurry up and find Samantha that she might be in trouble. He had rushed out of his house wearing blue and gray tennis shoes, boot cut jeans, a gray tank top with a button up green and sliver plaid shirt. He rushed to the store that Samantha's friend told him she would be. Looking around quickly he didn't see her and he started to get worried, he wasn't losing her again. The month without her was enough. He ran quietly and swiftly to the alley by the store and stopped before he went around the corner. "Samantha" He whispered his eyes widening as he saw her being held by a guy with a wand to her. He started to think of a plan of what to do.

Ne'Os sighed "this has gone on long enough Samantha i don't want to remember more of you because what i do remember is not happy the person i used to be used you for many things i wan't to help you forget me but at the same time part of me wants to hurt you" he said obviously sounding conflicted with himself either way it didn't bode well for anyone involved in this dilemma. He could feel the memories appearing within his head he suddenly remember the children. He pushed those away but then odder more dreamlike thoughts appeared those of meeting death surely those were impossible but one never could really know for sure.

Samantha could tell that Ne'Os was having to make up his mind on what he was going to do, this gave her enough time to think about what she was going to do to get out of that situation. With her vampire hearing she heard Faylen call her name very softly. Samantha was glad that Faylen was there, but worried about him at the same time. This whole time Samantha made sure to keep looking at Ne'Os and not to change her facial expressions. She had been around Ne'Os enough to know what he would and wouldn't pay attention to. "I know you want me to not hurt any more and part of you wants to hurt you. That part that doesn't want to hurt me, that's the part that loves me. I know it's down in there somewhere. One of these days I will get it to come out. But that other part of you that wants to hurt me, that is your past, the only past you can remember. That's not you anymore, I promise you. Please remember." Samantha pleaded with Ne'Os, if he could remember then no one would have to get hurt.

Faylen remembered about Samantha's vampire hearing thinking quickly. "It's alright love, I'm here" He whispered quietly. He knew she would hear him. He continued to watch the scene waiting for the guy Samantha called Ne'Os earlier before. He wondered slightly what Samantha and the guy history together was. Faylen watched as Samantha talked on to the guy calmly. It was taking Faylen everything in his body not to tackle the other guy to the ground.

Ne'Os stepped back quickly wand ready "Who is this Sam? a human does he know about us?" he asked "Does he know you and i were married? Does he know we had children?" he asked hate in his voice again. He studied Faylen for a moment "Do you know who i am?" he asked calmly "probably not i was dead for a long time people have forgotten. Maybe i should kill one of you to remind them" he said smiling evilly as he turned his wand on Faylen. "But should i just kill you or should i torture you?" he asked him pleasantly waiting for a answer.