Flip… tap, tap, tap… flip… tap, tap, tap, Nerissa stared down at the worn pieces of paper, all sewn together, bound by a thin black thread and a leather spine. Words were scattered about the page with rips at its edges, words that Nerissa couldn’t seem to make sense of; her brain seemed to see each individual letter as if it were spaced out miles apart from the next, and she couldn’t seem to glue them all together long enough to read the page and continue on to the next. So she flipped the pages, drumming her fingers rapidly along the splintered surface of the library table she was sitting at, before gazing at the page for a few moments unblinkingly, and then flipping the page once more. It seemed like a useless process, but for some reason, it made her feel as if she was actually getting something done. Flip… tap, tap, tap… flip… tap, tap, tap At least the sound of the turning pages sounded pleasant to here ears. Homework… she had homework to do didn’t she? What was she doing, sitting there reading about whatever she pleased?
Hiding, she decided. She was hiding from the students with their curious ears and their constant streams of questions. Nerissa didn’t like them much, for she found it extremely difficult to relate to them; to understand what it was that made these teenagers act the ways they did- but then again, she herself was a rather strange being, wasn’t she? Wasn’t she the one reading a book, without reading it, in the corner of a library on a sunny day.
Nerissa’s dull eyes flickered in the direction of the window; she hadn’t been paying much attention to the weather, but at the thought of it, if it were actually as sunny as she had assumed, perhaps locking herself in the Greenhouse would be a much better place to hide than the dusty old library. The young redhead sat up a bit straighter in her wooden chair, looking past her reflection on the windowpane to gaze momentarily at the grounds miles below. People were flying about on their broomsticks, tossing quaffles back and forth, laughing… Nerissa propped her chin atop the heel of her palm; suddenly, going outside to listen to the voices and the laughter didn’t sound too bad… perhaps they would leave her alone to lie in the grass and bathe in the last of the day’s sun.
She was tempted, and had almost given in- until she had gazed back down at her book, and she had remembered that she had homework to do, and that teenagers asked questions that Nerissa didn’t like to answer whenever she got too near… She rested her head against the cold tabletop, only just noticing the throbbing pain beneath her skull. The headaches still hadn’t stopped. It had been over a year since the incident when she had nearly drowned in the black lake, and yet, the pain continued.
The young redhead inhaled, raising her head slowly, allowing it to hover a few inches above the table’s surface for a moment, “Now, I cant do homework with a headache,” Nerissa muttered with a scowl on her face, brushing her tousled bangs away from her face, “I wonder if there is a potion for that- there has to be. There is a potion for everything- plants, now plants would help with that…” she spoke to herself, assuming that she was completely alone- other than the librarian, who shushed her whenever her voice became a little too loud. Nerissa closed the book she had already spent an hour ‘reading’ and stood from her chair, beginning her search for a new book, one on potions and herbs for pain.