Despite Amelia’s flippant comment about his knife work, Ariel at first made no response, though she could see the corners of his lips getting tighter, the way her father’s did whenever he had something to say, but Antoinette wasn’t letting him get a word in edgewise. Her mother had always been the dominant personality in their household, commandeering nearly every conversation and situation, telling the family what to do as often as she did the hired help. Her father, for the most part, tolerated this, though he rarely did exactly what Antoinette told him to do, but rather agreed with it while she was around and then went back about his life as usual.
When she was younger, Amelia had often sat outside her father’s study for hours, waiting for him to come out, and wondering why it was that he spent so much time in there. Although Frederick had told her several times by that age that he was in his study a lot because he had very important work to do, Amelia had learned as she grew older that he used the room filled with spell books and magical machines she didn’t recognize at the time as a sanctuary from his wife. Antoinette had a way of inserting herself into just about everything, welcome or not, but she kept out of Frederick’s study. It was his safe haven.
Amelia had never had a safe haven of her own, but she did occasionally borrow Raoul’s. Her older brother had built something of a tree house in the far part of the orchard. It was built by hand, Raoul not being able to use magic outside of school at the age he was building the fort, and so it had always tilted to the left, and Amelia had to be careful when she ascended to the hideout so she didn’t get splinters. Raoul hadn’t shown her that place right away; he had been worried she would tattle on him. After a while, though, he took pity on Amelia constantly being followed around and badgered by their mother, and had given her the secret that allowed her to escape, if only once in a while.
With Ariel’s lips pursed the way they were, Amelia could tell he had something on his mind, but unlike her father, he didn’t keep his thoughts to himself. Instead, he opened those same thin, pale lips to spit out more of what she assumed he meant as hurtful statements, meant to cut her as definitively as he was now cutting up the fish on the counter.
Amelia scoffed openly at the suggestion that Ariel might be self-destructive, not bothering to suppress the urge to roll her eyes. The chance that Ariel would deprive the world of his oh-so-enchanting presence was about the same chance that Amelia would suddenly take over the role of most popular girl in school. The blond Slytherin loved himself far too much to end his own life. His next suggestion was slightly harder to mock, not because it was any more plausible – Ariel getting blood on that impeccably clean and expensive clothes of his? Fat chance – but because Amelia hadn’t missed the fact that the Naomi girl in the news bore the same last name as the boy chopping fish across the room from her. They were siblings, at least half siblings, and although he was flippant in placing this comment among the others, Amelia was almost certain he didn’t hold it on the same level of nonchalance. Stopped short of demonstrating her feelings of tedium by this sudden mention of Naomi left Amelia to be the one to purse her lips, holding both her eyes and her tongue in place until Ariel had finished his list of knife-related possibilities.
“My imagination is carefully in check, thank you,” Amelia responded bluntly to the Slytherin’s suggestion. It was a defensive response, automatic; it was probably a response Ariel would mock her for, but so be it. Amelia had never much seen the use in a good imagination; it basically amounted to pretending instead of doing, hoping for things that were unlikely ever to happen. It was an exercise in futility, and so Amelia rarely allowed her imagination to get away with her better judgment.
Shortly after the conversation turned to what she was doing in the kitchen, and Amelia admitted to accepting the food the house elves were preparing, Ariel was once again quick to criticize. Amelia was not overly surprised at this, but it was somewhat tedious to listen to his opinion on everything. Once again, Amelia found herself crossing her arms across her chest at Ariel’s comment that walking pillow cases were culinary experts, giving him a look that clearly read that she did agree with him. Just because Ariel felt the need to whip up something of his own didn’t mean everyone did – or could, as was the case for Amelia – and Amelia was perfectly content to let the house elves do their job. Food was food, and she hadn’t come looking for a five star restaurant, just something to hold her over until morning.
Having said nothing in response to Ariel’s barbed comment, Amelia was surprised when Ariel’s pallor changed from his normal pale to something more pallid and his chopping became more wild and imprecise. If she had responded with a particularly sharp comment of her own, Amelia could have understood this reaction, but whatever it was that had made Ariel change his demeanor seemed to have come from inside his own head.
Whatever. At least he’s shut up for a few minutes, Amelia’s subconscious commented, watching as Ariel moved the fish cubes he had created onto a plate with some asparagus spears, smothering the whole lot in a cream-colored sauce. He even went so far as to wipe away the excess sauce that had dripped on the plate, which the obsessive compulsive part of Amelia was impressed with, but not so much so that she felt compelled to say anything aloud about it.
Instead, she stayed where she was in the doorway as Ariel got silverware out of another drawer, knowing his way around the kitchen to the point that Amelia understood that this was not the first meal he had prepared here. The house elf she had spoken to about Ariel not being lonely was quick to come to the Slytherin’s defense, clearly having a higher opinion of him than most of the rest of the school. Of course, there were the girls that fawned over his bad boy image and high cheek bones, and a few male students that wished they had his gall, but when it came right down to it, people didn’t really like Ariel. They may have liked to have what he did or look more like him, but they didn’t actually want to be with him. At least in that respect, he was like her, and Mops seemed to have picked up on that as well as a few other things, which she did not hesitate to share with Amelia, making the redhead smirk.
Ariel was quick to cut into that conversation, perhaps because he was uncomfortable with Mops revealing his family history to a relative stranger, or – and Amelia thought this more likely – he didn’t like that Mops was telling people he was lonely. Amelia knew that feeling. People so often confused loneliness with being alone, when actually, they were two completely different things. The Ravenclaw girl spent nearly all her time alone, but she didn’t feel like she was missing anything. Not consciously, anyway.
While Ariel seemed to think that he had had the final say in the conversation and thus had turned to other things, Mops did not seem to be quite finished with him. She had a look on her face that suggested she had just eaten something particularly sour and she was jumping up and down on the countertop, waving her arms at Ariel while he fetched wine from the fridge, and just when he wasn’t looking, and much to Amelia’s surprise, the house elf took a flying leap off the countertop and landed on Ariel’s lower back. After a few seconds of struggle, she fell to the floor, holding Ariel’s pocket mirror in her tiny hands and examining her own reflection.
Amelia was forced to put a hand over her mouth to prevent laughter from escaping, such was her amusement at the present situation. The house elf seemed overly pleased with herself, Ariel seemed furious, and Amelia could barely contain her pleasure at watching him attempt to retrieve his precious mirror. Mops was having none of it, though, and with a grin she bounded out of the room, shouting that now Ariel would need company because she had taken away his main source of it.
After watching the house elf scurry off to join her brethren, Amelia turned back to Ariel, who was standing with his eyes closed in the middle of the kitchen, as if willing himself not to explode. Amelia knew that look quite well, because her own temper seemed to cool itself under the darkness of her eyelids, and she employed the very same tactic in situations she found frustrating. Personally, Amelia was still taking a good deal of pleasure in watching Ariel’s distress, but she lowered her hand and rearranged her face into a more natural expression after she was sure she would not laugh outright in his face.
After a few seconds, the boy reopened his eyes, seemingly having composed himself, and produced two glasses from a cupboard, setting them near the bottle of wine on the counter. It was more odd to be in the same room with Ariel, now that they were alone together. Amelia had never been alone with him before, and she wasn’t sure what to expect of it. Whenever she had been around him before, he had always had another target of his attention –which was usually coupled with ridicule – but now, with her leaning against the door frame and him standing in front of a table of food, the only two people in the room, Amelia felt the sudden urge to flee.
Before she could, however, Ariel made an unexpected invitation for her to eat what he had prepared. Amelia was so surprised by this that her eyebrows were already higher on her forehead before her conscious thought caught up enough to think to keep them at a normal level. She might even have believed that she had misheard him the first time if he hadn’t continued the same line of thought with his next few comments, although those sounded more like the Ariel she knew – cocky and condescending, all in one package deal.
You’re not actually thinking about staying, are you? her subconscious questioned immediately as Amelia toyed with the idea.
Food is food. And he has a point, Amelia responded in her mental debate, Brink will find me whatever is left over from dinner, but I’ll be hungry early in the morning. Besides that fish does smell good.
You are utterly impossible sometimes, her subconscious pouted, backing off only because it knew it had been beaten out by Amelia’s grumbling stomach.
“Well with an invitation like that, I’m not sure how anyone could refuse,” Amelia replied sarcastically, pulling herself off the door frame and stepping fully into Ariel’s kitchen for the first time since spotting him in it. She took one of the chairs at the table, lowering herself into it hesitantly, as though Ariel might shout “Not!” at any moment, bringing his personal joke to light and making her feel foolish. She reached the seat of the chair, though, and pulled herself up to the table without him announcing his prank, so either this was a genuine invitation, or he was delaying the punch line.
“Wine is fine, thank you,” Amelia answered curtly to Ariel’s earlier offer, brushing off his sarcasm about her being cultured. His sarcasm wasn’t really all that biting, Amelia found, probably because his opinion of her matter less than zero. Amelia didn’t place much stock in what her peers thought of her – she was too busy trying to impress her parents, her professors, and, in some ways, Raoul – which was likely a large part of the reason she didn’t fit in with them.
Picking up one of the forks Ariel had set on the table, speared a piece of fish on the end of it, raising it into the light for examination before placing it delicately into her mouth. She could feel the crust he had fried onto the fish, just the right consistency, and the sauce brought out a taste in the fish that Amelia wouldn’t have noticed otherwise. It was expertly prepared with a strong attention to detail, and Amelia chewed it slowly before swallowing.
“It’s good,” Amelia said finally, looking up at Ariel for the first time since she had sat down. Her verbal assessment of the meal Ariel had prepared was a vast understatement – the fish was excellent – but Ariel didn’t need the ego boost that would come with the other adjectives Amelia could have thought of to describe the taste of the fish.
“It seems I may have misjudged your amateur cooking status,” Amelia admitted, reaching for another piece of fish with her fork, but not yet placing it in her mouth.
What else might I have misjudged about him? Amelia wondered, letting her eyes meet Ariel’s and searching them for the other secrets he might be harboring. The ability to cook might not have been much a dark secret, but people who kept small things to themselves usually had larger things to hide, and someone who kept to himself as much as Ariel did probably had plenty swept underneath the rug.